Extraordinary Couple 'A hint of love'

6. Accident or Suicide Attempt?

Hello Readers,
I'm sorry for the late update, I was struggling with this chapter and I even had exams so it took me this long to update.
Now I'll stop with my rants.

Enjoy reading.

After reaching home, she ran to her bedroom and locked the door from inside. She removed her hearing machine and threw it on her bed in frustration. She sat on her knees in front of Kanha Ji's portrait and cried her heart out.

Zroya's Pov:-

Everything is over..... Every hope is now finished. I had decided that I would confront all upcoming situations but I couldn't. I'm so useless, everyone makes their parents feel proud of them but what have I done? I made them put their heads down. How much ever I try I can never make them feel proud. I'm a loser, I can't do anything.

Why Kanha ji? why it's always me, don't you love me? Why didn't you make me as normal as others? You saw what happened today. You even saw how I had prepared for the interview and then also you did this. Aap toh sab kar sakte ho na toh fir aapne mera interview ache se jaane kyu nhi diya?

Main bhut dar gayi thi jab woh mujhe sawal puchne laga, iss liye nhi kyunki mujhe jawab nhi aate the par iss liye kyuki Mera hearing machine hi achanak band hogaya. Mujhe kuch sunai nhi de Raha tha aur Rahi baat lip read karne ki toh woh itna fast bol raha tha ki mujhe uske lip read karna possible hi nhi tha. Toh chah kar bhi kuch bol nhi payi. Aur phir anxiety ki wajah se mujhe meltdown face karna pada kitni sharam ki baat hai. Waha main kaise behave kar rahi thi tabhi. Kya soch rahe honge woh log ki main kitni ajeeb ladki hun.

Aap toh jaante ho na Kanha ji ki shifting mein itna kharcha hua hai ki humari financial condition abhi sahi nhi hai toh main kaise batati Appa ko ki mujhe ek nayi hearing machine leni hai. Socha tha thoda time adjust kar lungi phir jab sab sahi ho jayega toh Appa ko bol dungi.

Main bhut khush thi ki mujhe ek opportunity mil Rahi hai par ab sab barbaad ho gaya main kisi kaam ki nhi hun. Main ek boojh hun, Amma Appa ne na jaane kya karke meri aur Shaurya ki parvarish ki hai aur main ne? unhone jo itni mehnat karke paise kamaye the woh barbaad kar diye.

Ab toh aesa lagta hai ki mere jeene ka kya hi fayda agar main unke liye kuch na kar pau. Mujhe nhi chahiye aisi Zindagi. Main apne aap se sharminda hun. Aesi sharmindgi se acha toh main mar hi jau. Mujhe nhi jeena ab. Kanha ji bula lo mujhe ab apke pass, ab mujhse aur nhi Saha ja raha.

Pov ends.

Hello Readers,
I don't want to hurt anyone's sentiments. I've written Zroya's pov in such a way because in my story her character is like that, it's a part of her character. So please don't get offended by it. And please don't post any hate comments regarding anything or anyone.
Thank you.

Enjoy reading.

She was crying profusely for the last two hours. Her breathing started becoming heavy. Her eyes were swollen by now. She lay there, her tears had now dried, and she just kept staring at the ceiling.

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Meanwhile in Thakur Haveli

As soon as Zroya left Ruhan said,
"Niva I want all the information regarding her, everything, not even the slightest part of information should be missing. And one more thing, call her parents and arrange our meeting at your home, I want to meet them today itself. They should be acknowledged about today's incident."
"But Ruhan why are you giving such importance to her, I mean she is not even worthy to gain such importance. And about informing her parents I will tell them later."
"Yeh humara hukum hai," he growled while glaring at her.
"Maafi Kuwar Sa, Zroya ki saari information aapko mil jayegi bas mujhe aadha ghanta dijiye." She bowed her head and said in fear.