𝓛𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓻 [Ashtray x y/n]

ACTUAL FINALLY

I sat on the couch in the living room and watched AWOG. I danced to the intro while Ash was doing smth in our room? But I didn't really care right now,I had more important stuff to think abt.

Like the fact that the bsf I literally PERMA SHIFTED which back stabbed me in OUR Dr?? Like what the fuck? I hope she knows whatever comes her way is her fault...she fucking scripted it? Looks like some of my scenarios won't come true though.

And also, things are different in this universe? Maybe I just haven't adapted to the feeling of it but it just feels...off?

I push all those thoughts away as the episode starts.

"Yeah I don't think I'm ever going back?" I laughed with Maddy.

"Girl your moms gonna have to go to court??" Maddy laughed.

"She has to go to courts for other shit too,me not going to school is the least worst one?" I laughed.

Me and Maddy sat on her bed and laughed for a minute until Ash texted me.

Asstray

Yo,you need to get home like right now. I got to talk to you abt smth serious.

Omw but what's wrong?

I'll tell you when you get here.

"Sorry Maddy,I have to go, Ash wants to talk to me." I said to Maddy as I stood up.

"Damnnnn,we'll call or text me afterwards cause I have some shit I forgot to tell you!" Maddy said.

"BITCH? Okay bye." I jokingly rolled my eyes and walked out her room.

I walked into the door of Ash's house and saw him and Fez on the couch... London right next to them.

"Y/n,London told me something." Ash said.

I knew instantly what she had done. I could tell by the smirk on her face.

"What?" I asked,I wanted to make sure I 100% knew what he was talking about before I rated myself out.

"You reality shifted here?!" Ash yelled.

I didn't know what to say. I was thinking of words in my head that would make sense but Ash spoke before I could think.

"YOU DONT BELONG HERE Y/N!" Ash yelled again.

"Ash just please,let me expl-" I bagged before being cut off by Ash.

"PLEASE DO. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT WAS SO WRONG WITH YOUR REALITY THAT YOU HAD REPLACED MY Y/N?" Ash yelled.

"COULD YOU STOP FUCKING YELLING?! IN MY REALITY,YOU HAD DIED! AND I COULDNT BARE THE THOUGHT OF LIVING WITHOUT YOU SO I LEARNED HOW TO SHIFT AND SHIFTED TO YOU,FOR YOU! AND NOW YOURE JUST GONNA YELL AT ME THAT I DONT BELONG HERE,WHEN IVE NEVER BELONGED ANYWHERE MY ENTIRE LIFE!" I yelled back.

"Wait- I died...wha- I didn't know? How did I die?" Ash asked.

"YOU GOT SHOT DOWN BY THE SWAT TEAM? But please,don't tell me that I don't belong cause I've always felt like I belonged with you. I will always come back to you Ash." I started crying.
"I love you?" I said. My voice got higher as I tried not to full on bawl my eyes out.

"Y/n... I love you too." Ash stood up and walked to me. He placed his hand on my check and wiped my tears away with his thumb. I smiled and hugged him,he hugged back.
"But you don't belong here." He said.
I heard the sadness in his voice as he said that.

"What? Ash no. Please. You're all I've ever wanted and you're all I've ever needed. I don't want to live without you. I can't do that again. I don't wanna do that again. Please!" I begged.

"My favorite color is..." Ash whispered.

Flashback:

"But just in case it goes wrong,ima have Ash tell me his fav color so I can come back to this reality!" I told London.

"Ooo yeah,cause that's gonna be really hard to bring up in a convo so definitely!" London replied.

End of flashback.

"...red."