what my "Love" wants [ TAEKOOK]

part-24

Jungkook was sitting on the road Infront of his car with his head resting at car's bumber. After five minutes of silence he start sobbing loudly rubbing his hand on his chest. In abandoned road there was only the painful voice of sobbing. He clenched his hairs tightly and start hitting his head with his hand. He was unable to breath. With his shaky hands he grabbed the Mobile from his coat pocket and unlock it. With his shaky hands he tried to dial a number. But his shaky hands were not helping at all. He start hitting his hand on the road. Punching it in frustration. He scream while tears were flowing nonstop. He finally dialed a number. When the line got connected he sobbed harder

"Pl- pleas-e it's hur-ting " he cried to the one on the call

"P-ple-ase" he was not able to talk properly. The one on the line tried to calm him down.

After sometime his sob died and his breath become even. He send his location to the one he was talking a minute ago.

Barely after 15 minutes, a car came and stopped at some distance from him and a panicked man stepped down from the car and practically ran in his direction.
The man immediately pulled Jungkook in his arms without saying a word. Jungkook sobbed harder nuzzling his face in his bestie's chest. Who start saying comforting words rubbing his back. Burk noticed blood on Jungkook's shirt and on road. His eyes landed on Jungkook's hand from where the blood was flowing. The hand was badly bruised. By looking at it, seemed like Jungkook had hit it on road. He(Burk) immediately wash it with water and tied a napkin around the hand

When Jungkook calmed down, the man , Burk asked:

"Now tell me what happened" Burk asked. Jungkook still in his arms

Jungkook just shook his head in response

"Spill" Burk said and Jungkook sighs before telling him the whole story.

"Say something" Jungkook said after completing the truth, when he feel that Burk was lost somewhere

"I don't know what to say" Burk let out a breath

"You are telling me that you both don't love each other?" Finally after 10 minutes Burk asked

Jungkook nod against his chest

"Your marriage is fake?" Burk questioned

Jungkook again nod

"Why?" Burk questioned

"Huh?" Jungkook asked in confusion pulling his head back that's when he noticed that he was sitting in burk's lap. He sit on the road besides his bestie.

"Why you married him? I know that you love him but still. He has a girlfriend and he don't love you There's no chance of your relation then? Why do you marry him" Burk asked confused. He knows that the boy love Taehyung. He suffered years for the love. Burk was with Jungkook and saw him suffering from one sided love.

"I wanted to be selfish. I wanted to spend sometime with him even if it is temporary but still I want him. I want to feel what it is to be loved by him" Jungkook said. And it is true. It's like there's a blazing fire in Jungkook and he need water to calm it down. And that water is Taehyung. Without Taehyung, all these years,he was like a body without a soul

"What now?" Burk asked

"What? I'll leave him when he will say." Jungkook said.

"Will you be able to leave him" Burk asked

"Yes" Jungkook mumbled and looked at his bruised hand

"What about I kill that girl. Then you'll be happy with your love" Burk suggested to Jungkook in a serious tone as if he was talking about killing an ant and not a human. Though,  he love Jungkook more than anything but for him(Burk) Jungkook's happiness matters the most.

"Do you think I can't kill her? I just care about Taehyung's happiness which is in that girl. His happiness matters the most to me." Jungkook replied

"But I care about your happiness" Burk mumbled

"Did you said anything" Jungkook question

" So you are going to bear all the insults from that girl?" Burk asked surprised. Someone has guts to insult JEON JUNGKOOK without getting his bones broken

"Says who. It's just I don't want to say something Infront of Taehyung. But I'll surely teach some lesson to that bitch" Jungkook said smirking.

After that they both made there way towards hospital. After getting Jungkook's hand treated they both went to burk's cabin. Burk sternly make younger had some rest.

It was past midnight when Jungkook came home. Burk dropped him. Taehyung was wide awake waiting for his husband. There were two reasons for this. First, he was worried for Jungkook. Second, he can't sleep without Jungkook.

He was laying in the bed thinking about his messed life when he felt someone opening the door. Jungkook entered the room and saw Taehyung sleeping on the bed. He went to washroom and after getting freshed he lay beside him

Both laying on the far sides of bed. No one dare to close the distance. Taehyung, because he was ashamed. It was not like he feel uncomfortable. Infact, the only time he feel comfort is when he is with Jungkook. And Jungkook, well, he was hurt. He himself don't know why he was hurt. He don't have any right to get hurt. For the first time, they were sleeping on the same bed, without cuddling.

Both were lost in there thoughts. Both wanted to close the gap between them. Both wanted to be in each other's arms. Both wanted to voice out there thoughts. Both wanted to clear the mess.

But

We don't get what we want

So both sleep battling with there heart.

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