Destiny-Tale of Hearts

19. He is Mine

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Sneha Pov

I gave him permission he was about to remove my panty...my heart beat was increasing by every passing minutes, but he didn't removed my panty , he stopped and sat straight,

I opened my eyes when I felt lost of his body warmth. I looked towards him and saw him sitting while looking towards his lap as if  he was thinking something with a tint of guilt on his face

I covered my upper body with my kurti and got up and tried to understand his experience but I was not able to understand the exact reason behind his sadness. so  I decided to ask him.

"Ansh .. why...why did you stop?" I asked while looking towards him..but he didn't said anything, he fixed his gaze downwards.

I shifted towards him while holding the kurti on my body with my one hands... and cupped his face with my other hand

"Ab aap hume dekhenge bhi nahi"

"Now you won't even see me?"

I asked and he slowly turned his face towards me. He was guilty...yeah... somewhere he was guilty his facial expression was clearly saying that he is guilty for something, but what

"What happened..Ansh... please tell me..." I said and he held my wrist gently with his hand and took my hands near his lips...he kissed my palm and a shiver ran through my body

"Sneha...I...I am not virgin. I know I should have told you this before.. but ..I didn't want to dig in my past all over again" he said and my heart dropped, I didn't expected this to hear now...but somewhere I saw a love for me in his eyes

And it's not like I was completely clueless... somewhere I was having hint that there's something dark in his past or something which he don't want to remember about... I still remember he said that he is carrying baggage from his past...and I know in the beginning , our relationship was all messed up but now it's...alot better and it's becoming like normal loveing couple.

I...I... should not ruin it...I already accepted his past whatever it is..but I accepted it. So I think I should accept this..afterall everyone is having their past but it should not ruin our present. I inhaled deeply and said

"Ansh"

"Hm?" He said, guilt and shame was visible in his voice

"I...I know I was not your first but...but I want to be your last" I said and I don't know why a lone tear slipped from my eyes

He looked towards me with little shocked yet emotional eyes, I nodded my head in agreement with my decision. He cupped my face in his hands and kissed my forehead

"I promise you Sneha... You'll be the only woman in my life....I...I know I never told you about my past but it's-" he was saying but I clashed my lips on his and he stopped.

I kept my face on his lips and stayed like that for a few minutes, we didn't move our lips, I was waiting for him to kiss me but he didn't move, I slowly moved my lips and sucked his upper lips but he didn't moved his lips

I know he is guilty for his past but when I am ready to accept everything than why can't he forget about those things, I was getting negative thoughts..I..I mean is he is still stuck in his past