Obsessed

My Past.

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Trigger warning- please do not read if you are easily triggered.
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My Past...

Now you know a little bit more about my past, I hope you won't judge me. You'd be surprised how many judging looks I get when go outside.
The crazy girl.
The one who attempted suicide.
Disappoint.
Disgust.
That's all I see.

People can be so excepting.
About being gay.
About lifestyles.
About personalities.

But as soon as it comes to mental illnesses they shut it out.
Can't see can't hurt right?
Because it's on the inside they think it doesn't exist.
Where as it's the worst type of pain someone could endure.

This is my life.
My diary if you like.
I use this as my escape.
So far you've learnt a little bit about my past.
My present.
I write this I make you feel like you matter.
Because you do.
Embrace your insecurities.
Be yourself.
Because if you don't?
In a few years it's going to come back to haunt you.
I wasted years of my life, hating myself, and look where I am now.

I'm guessing if you're reading this letter or diary, I'm guessing that I gave in to my demons.
If you did find this I hope it inspires you to do good in your life.
I may of wasted my life but I guarantee that you will regret it if you throw yours away.
Dead or alive, I will always be there, looking over you.
Make the right decision in life.
Don't click the self destruct button, because once you do, there is no going back.

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