He doesn't want me

Chapter 49-Mine

Jenna sat at Alpha Xavier's lap "To give us more space" she called it I scowled at the way their bodies fit perfectly together her red hair flowing down her side while she rested her back against his chest

"Now or never, love" Alpha Xavier said and I blushed realizing that I was too busy staring at them that I forgot to climb in the van and take a seat

I nervously took a seat next to Alpha Xavier putting an agreeable amount of distance between us- even if I didn't want to

Raven climbed in taking a seat next to me and with that James Lint started the car, Alice who was seating at the very front with James Lint and Jordan smiled up at me

"Hey lovebirds" she said to Raven and I, Raven cleared his throat grabbing my hand "Hey Alice" Raven greeted "You two are so cute" Jasmine cooed behind us

She was seating in Dreydon's lap Alice's expression soured so she turned ahead resting her head on Jordan's shoulder

Gabriel ruffled my hair from behind and I smiled at him he was seating in between Cameron and Hail, I smacked Gabe's hand away from my head

I noticed James Lint peering through the rear view mirror watching Gabriel and Cameron talk and laugh together James Lint's hands tightened on the steering wheel

"Is Misty Crystals far?" I asked to no one in particular Jenna nodded "Yeah, almost a 7 hour drive" she answered I tried not to look at her

The sight of them together sickened my stomach so much that my hand tightened around Raven's

Raven put his arm around my shoulders and tugged me closer to his body I smiled up at him and he winked at each before rolling his eyes at Jenna and Alpha Xavier his disdain radiating off of him

"I need to pee" I announced after an hour and a half, Raven laughed "Too much information Scaredypup" he said

I bit my lip "Seriously I really need to pee" I said Jenna nodded "I kind of need to stretch too" she said, James nodded his head

"Okay then, we have to stop for some gas anyways" he said when he stopped to the nearest gas station I immediately jumped off the car and ran to the nearest restroom

I returned to the car and no one was there but Alpha Xavier I cleared my throat awkwardly, "Where are they?" I asked my eyes avoiding his

"Went out to buy food" he said and I nodded resting my head against the seat "I'm sorry being late again" I said still not looking at him

In this small of a space I can feel his scent surround me a gravity like force pulling every molecule in my body towards him my toes curled as I tried to hold my ground

"That's not what I'm mad about" he said and I turned to look at him my eyes finally meeting his blue ones sometimes his perfection still surprises me and this is one of those times

The way the sharpness of his cheek bones and hard set of his jaw gave him a soft angel like look his thick black lashes grazing his skin lightly his lips red and plump and then...there's his eyes

His eyes the same blueness of the darkest part of the ocean it's current so strong drawing me in "Then what are you mad about?" I asked him my voice quivering slightly

He opened his mouth to answer but the the car door slid open revealing a smilling Jenna and a hungry Raven

The car started once again but this time Jenna wasn't seating on Alpha Xavier's lap instead she sat next to him by the window

I stilled by how close we were the agreeable distance that I put between us earlier long gone but I'm not really to keen on bringing it back

Cause every time his shoulder would brush against mine in the slightest ghost of a touch a spark sizzles against my jacket clad skin but he shows no sign of recognition to it,

I started to wonder if he feels the sparks, the pull, or is his resolve stronger than the universe's will?

Gabriel handed me a red slurppee my favorite "Thanks,Gabe" I said and started supping through the thick straw

Raven who was eating some nachos looked at my slurppee enviously "You want some?" I asked Raven

Raven grinned at me "You know me too well" he says and I rolled my eyes at him I was about to hand him the slurppee when suddenly it was snatched from my grasp

Alpha Xavier held my slurppee in his hands before putting the straws between his lips I looked at him in shock "Mine" he smirked with a wink