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The letter crushed him. But this time he was to be blamed. He forced her to take the step. He forced her to leave. It's been three hours since he found the letter but he was in the same position. Guilt consumed him as his own words ringed in his ears.
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🎵Khwabon mein bhi yeh socha nahi tha..Ki dhoop bhi milegi chaaon mein.••
"Chanyu hum jab bade ho jayenge na.Toh mey bhi tere saath fire ke chamne round round ghumunga. Tu kalegi na mujhse shaadi? "
"rannu tu mujhe ploposh (propose ) kal laha hey? " Little sanyu asked flashed "
"Haan vahi. .ploposh. ghumegi na tu mele saath round round ?"
"Haan."
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🎵Kabhi raaston mein socha nahi tha.. Ki kaante bhi chubhenge paaon mein. ••
"Standing up for yourself? But what did I ever do to you! Cheena tho tumne mujhse hey. Meri beti ko maar diya. You killed her damn it."
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🎵Kahaan le aayi khwahishein
Hai dard ki ye jo baarishein
Hai ghalti dil ki yaa phir
Hai waqt ki ye saazishein••
"Etni he self respect hey tho why are you even staying in a house where your presence doesn't matter to anyone! "
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🎵Wo jo samander tha
Ret ka manzar tha
Dhoka sa tha jo bhi
Aankhon ke ander tha••
"Kiya hey nahi, Kiya tha. Teen mahiney pehle. "
"Kuch nahi bus randhir sir ki wife ko, sidiyo se 'thup kar ke' niche giraya. Aur bichara baby, aane se pehle he upar chalagaya. "
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🎵Kahaan le aayi khwaishein
Hai dard ki ye jo baarishein
Hai ghalti dil ki yaa phir
Hai waqt ki ye saazishein••
"Shut up sanyukta. Just shut up. You are nothing to me ,but a cold blooded murderer. I hate you sunna tum ne !"
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🎵Kuch peeche chhoota hai
Kuch hai jo toota hai
Lagta Khuda bhi
Aaj hum se rootha hai••
"Sanyu, mey theek hun. Tu school ja aab. Ek haftee se nahi gayi mere vaja se."
"Chup chap leyte reh. Mey tujhe chod ke kahi nahi jaane waali. Tu bolega toh bhi nahi. Aur jab tu theek ho jayega , hum ek saath school jayenge. "
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🎵Kahaan le aayi khwaishein
Hai dard ki ye jo baarishein
Hai ghalti dil ki yaa phir
Hai waqt ki ye saazishein••
"Really randhir! You love her? Where was your love for the past three months. If I am a criminal, then so are you!"
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🎵Kahaan le aayi khwaishein
Hai dard ki ye jo baarishein
Hai.. wo.. ye khwaishein wo..
"Sanyukataaaaaaaa " Randhir screamed clutching the letter close to his heart. Her every word pierced his heart. But he himself called it upon him.
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Sanyukta's letter
Tumhe apna sab kuch maana.
Tumse beintaahan mohabaat ki.
Tumne mujhse muh modh liya.
Phir bhi tumhari khidmath ki.
☆☆
Socha jeet lungi phir se tumhe.
Ki pyaar etna kamzoor nahi.
Na patta tha dhoka tha ankho ka.
Ki chadh jayegi meri pyaar ki bali.
☆☆
Aaj bhi pyaar hey tumse es dil ko
Magar afsoos, yeh dhadakta nahi.
Aaj bhi behti hey en ankho se jhel
Magar afsoos, aab koi puchta nahi
☆☆
Teri aarazo sarakho par rakh liya hey meyne.
Tujhse durr jaana ka fasla kar liya hey meyne.
☆☆
Yes I still love you. But if my presence makes no difference to you, it's better that I leave.
I can compromise with anything but not my self respect .
Kehte hey naashey mey ensaan aksar Sach bol jata hey. Tumne bhi vahi kiya
But I am not DESPERATE Randhir. I am not !
GOODBYE
Hope you are happy now ,that am gone. I will never forgive you.
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" You are not desperate. I am. Please come back. I love you " He cried out aloud. But this time, no one consoled him. He was alone. Just like he left her. . ALL ALONE!
Her memories, her smile, her teasing him, their marriage, their fights, the accident, their pain, him ignoring her, him blaming her , his words, the truth everything flashed in front for his eyes. The pain was too much to handle. He opened the drawer and emptied the sleeping pills in his mouth before slipping into unconciousness.
** Readers note that he didn't try to attempt suicide. It happened in a moment of depression. He didn't think anything . He just wanted to forget everything and this caused him to take the sleeping pills without thinking about the consequences. He is not a coward. Just broken. Do vote and comment and leave your views. Next chapter tomorrow if the response is good. I tried adding pictures. Am trying from 2 'o' clock..its 4 now. Wattpad have some problems which needs to be fixed. So bare with me. Waiting for your reviews.
This chapter is dedicated to VibhaTak 😊 A reader who comments on my every story even if it is midnight. 😙 Thank you vibha. **
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