Don't Leave Me, I Need You

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Jason POV

"Are they doing surgery?" I ask

"Yes, your lung is damaged" my mother replies

"Can they save me?" I ask wanting for her to say yes but instead she stays silent.

"I'm sorry, sweetie"

"But-but I won't be able see Alyson again, I won't be able to kiss her, touch her" I fall to my knees, Alyson is the only girl that I've ever really cared about. She made me so happy and showed me that i could be happy again.

"His heart isnt beating!" a nurse says

"Get me the defibrillator!" the doctor orders

I see myself on that bed, and people trying to save my life but I know that they can't help me.

"In 1...2...3!" the doctor says trying to give my heart an electric shock to make it beat normally.

It didn't work but they keep going, again and again but nothing happens my heart still doesn't beat.

Alyson POV

I'm sitting down when a nurse came out of the surgery room that Jason is in right now. she runs towards other nurses and they run into the surgery room. I get up and walk towards her.

"what's going on?" I ask.

"I'm sorry I can't talk right now" she says and goes back to the room. I walk towards the surgery door. I see through the window, all the doctors and nurses are around him. Everything around me goes in slow motion, like in a sad movie. They still try everything to save him. Then they stop, they back away. Dr. Phillips comes out with the blue scrubs still on. I don't want l accept what I just saw, I don't want to.

"I'm sorry. We got the bullet out but we damaged his lung and it affected his heart"

"No" I whisper

"we did everything we could, I'm sorry" he apologizes

"Then why isn't he alive! You're a doctor! You save people, why couldn't you save him..." I scream but at the end I just fall to my knees.

Someone sits next to me and put their arms around me. It's Jenna.

"I'm sorry for your loss, Mrs and Mr Parker" Dr. Phillips says.

"No! He isn't dead!" I say

"Alyson..." Jenna speaks but I know what she is going to tell me but I can't hear it, not from her.

"No, don't" I say crying through my words.

"He didn't make it it, Alyson" she says just what I didn't want to hear.

"No...he...isn't" I cry. Jenna hugs me tighter, and I still can't accept it. I just can't.

I know I have to. He is gone and there is nothing I can do than to blame myself. I back away from Jenna, we both get up. I turn to look at Dr. Phillips.

"Can I see him?" I ask. I look at Mr and Mrs. Parker and gesture them to come in with me but they didn't.

"Of course" he nods

I go in, I see him on the bed motionless. The monitor has straight lines across it. The nurses cleaned up everything. I grab a chair and place it facing Jason. I hold his hand and give me chills, his hands are cold, cold as ice.

"Jason, why are you leaving you can't leave. not now" I speak and more tears come racing down my face.

"You know, I've always had a massive crush on you since 7th grade" I wipe my tears. "I knew that I would never had a chance with you because I wasn't like those type of girls that you hanged out with...until I got to know you better but you were still the same player and I hate myself for falling for you because I've never fallen this deep in love with someone"

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