Diary of an angel from hell

friend zoned and kissed by my crush

last week of mar. 2013: Chris and I were walking back to class and talking, little did I know this would be the last time we'd sit together at lunch and walk back with each other. I thought he was going to be mine forever until death, but clearly, he didn't feel the same way about me.

convo:

Chris: I think we're goin' too fast, we just don't know much about each other

me: k

Chris: look, I think we should just be friends

Me:*hugs him*

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June 23, 2013: I was in summer school for math, VBS was about to start at church, and I had a strong desire to kiss a guy because it had been weeks since I'd done that. anyways my friend, Adam and I were at church and they were setting up for VBS, so we went outside to get out of the way of hallway traffic. we walked into the playground fence, sat on the swings, and began a conversation I don't remember any part of that. so, he got up off his swing and wandered behind the well house and I followed him. it wasn't long before he began talking to himself obviously unaware that I was listening:

Adam: why do I wanna kiss someone so bad right now?

me: I don't know, I guess the same reason I wanna kiss a guy

Adam: you do?

me: yeah

Adam: could we try it

me: sure, why not

Adam:*kisses me*

me: wow!(you're a really good kisser)

Adam: I only did that because I know that's what you've always wanted

*door opens*

Adam: Marley and Katie are probably about to come out here *takes hands off me*

*people walk out of the door, it's not Marley or Katie*

me: okay good(it's not them)

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