Dear Diary,

wreck me

Dear Diary,

I am reckless with people's emotions. I am reckless. I break things. Whether it be a heart or my mothers favorite vase, if it's in my hands it'll break.

I hate myself.

Because i don't know how to take care of him

and he deserves so much better than me

and he doesn't see that

but goddamn im so reckless.

teach me how to love

and how to care for what's not mine

teach me how to be what im not

i don't want to be reckless

-Randy