Jack X Reader

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**Edited**

Spoilers for season 13 episode 6!!!

I loved this episode so much, and when Jack left, I thought about how it would've been leaving behind a girlfriend or boyfriend too, so I thought I'd write an imagine about it.
Happy reading!

Word count: 912 (inc A/N's etc.)

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Your POV
It's been a long hunt. Hell, we aren't even done yet. We left Dean behind to finish the case while we take Jack back to the bunker to make sure he's ok and get him away from the police.
So far, the ride back is silent. I go to lean my head on Jack's shoulder because I know he likes that, but he gently pushes me away. I frown and speak up.

"Jack. We've all made mistakes and done things we regret. It's part of the hunting life." He just carries on looking out the window. Cas starts to talk about how he wishes he could say it gets easier, but it doesn't.

"J, I know you think you can't do anything right, but you can, Jack," I say hoping he'll believe me.

"Stop!" He says quite forcefully. "Just please stop."

I sigh and lean my head against the window and try and get some sleep.

**When Dean is back from the hunt**
Your POV
We're all sitting around the table in the library when Dean walks in.

"How'd it go?" Sam asks.

"The usual, killed a monster, saved a girl," Dean replies.

"And what about the..."

"Sorted" Dean cuts me off.

"Good," replies Sammy.

"Good?" Asks Jack "What was the guards name? Did he have a family?" Jack asks again.

"Jack, don't do this," Cas tells him in an unusually concerned tone.

"Yes. He did," replies Dean. Jack says nothing and looks down. We all tell him that we've made mistakes and that we just have to live with it whether we like it or not but he's still not having it.

"What if I hurt you?" Jack asks, clearly scared and doubting himself.

"You won't, Jack." I try to reassure him, and Sam moves closer to Jack, but Jack gives him a look, so Sam stops, puts his hands up slightly and backs off a bit.

"You're scared of me," says Jack. It's not a question; it's a statement.

"No, Jack," I say and walk closer to him despite his protests. I reach up and stroke his cheek. "Jack, I love you." He leans into my touch, but I can also see a reluctant look in his eyes.

"You may not be scared of me, but the others are, and they should be." He says looking at Sam, Dean and Cas.

"No, Jack. We're not scared of you. We have no reason to be." Says Cas reassuringly.

Jack moves away from me and says that he's a monster, to which Dean replies that he's not, at first he thought he was, but he realised he's not.

"We've all killed people. If you're a monster then so are we." Dean tells him, and I hope that would make Jack feel better, but there's no such luck.
Jack looks down then says something which I hoped he'd never say.

"I can't stay." He says sadly, and my eyes widen in horror as soon as the words leave his mouth.

"Jack, what do you mean?" I say worried, and some uninvited tears start to roll down my cheeks.

"If I stay, I'll hurt you, and I can't do that. You four are all I have." He tells us all.

"Jack. Leaving won't fix this." Sam speaks up, and Dean nods in agreement.

"Leaving will make this harder for you, Jack," Dean tells him.

"Maybe it will." Says Jack "but at least you four will be safe from me."

"Jack, you won't hurt us," Cas tells him.

"You don't know that." is Jack's only reply.

"J, please don't leave," I beg him, but it's no use, he's already made his mind up.

"I'm sorry," He says as he uses his powers to force us all to the floor then flashes away.

And then he's gone. Just like that. Jack is gone.

Sam and Cas get up right away as Dean sits on the floor in shock and I curl up on the floor and cry.

"Jack!" Sam and Cas both shout, but it's no use. Jack's gone, and we have no idea how to find him. He's not protected from the angels and the demons who want him. And he's not protected from the monsters or the people.

He's alone.

Dean comes over to me to comfort me while I cry into his shoulder. I'm terrified for him. He has no idea what the world is like, and I'm scared he'll get himself killed [or worse, expelled. Sorry, not the time for this].

Sam and Cas come over and comfort me as well as we all sit on the floor in shock, saying nothing. I start to realise how much I already miss my half, Angel. The way he smiles and tries so hard to impress us. It's going to be lonely here without him. Even though I have Sam and Dean and Cas, now he's back, I can't shake this overwhelming feeling of loneliness that I know will start to consume me.

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Ahhh I love Jack so much! Anyway, thanks for reading! If you enjoyed this please, please vote and comment on it I really appreciate it! Thanks to those who have!

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