Sex with the Boss

Disappointment

I go to the local coffee shop to get my usual, an iced vanilla bean coconut milk latte. I walk into the office building feeling more tired and disgusted with myself than ever.
I slept with a married man I think to myself over and over again.
I just can't get the thought out of my mind.
I go to my office and get to work. I have four assignments due at the end of the day, and I have to finish my online class today.
I get called into Michael's office.
I open the door and walk in, he looks good today.
I sit in the chair and use the submissive shy tone I normally use.
"H-hi Michael."
He says a quick Hi indicating he's not feeling his best.
"What's wrong Michael?"
"Nothing I'm fine."
He says it in a firm voice meaning I shouldn't ask again.
But being the person I am I have to ask again.
"A-are you sure?"
"I'M FINE DAMN IT!"
I jump from his sudden change of tone.
"O-okay if you ever need to t-talk I'm here."
"WHAT I NEED IS FOR YOU TO MIND YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE FAGGOT!"
With this I get out of my chair, walk out of his office go to my car, and go to chipotle.
All after saying... "fuck you."
I need food.
I drive to chipotle and get a burrito bowl with chicken, rice, beans, and guacamole.
I go home and sit in my bed feeling empty, watching Netflix, as I cry myself to sleep.