3/10/2019 [1:48 am]
I can't even fucking tell if you care or not. One second it's how much you adore me and now it's goodbye. The second wind hits harder than the first. You won't talk to me. You won't tell me what's on your mind. "Be patient," you say, but then you break my heart in two. Don't you see i'm trying? I'm tearing myself apart to plaster a smile full of love on my face, just for you. I need you. You're breaking me. I'm numb.
