I'm trying to give you hints that i'm hurting. I'm scared to ask you outright to comfort me but I could really use your help. I need you, and you're not even giving me a fleck of your attention. I say i'm sad, I say this, I say that. You simply brush it off. You never ask me what's wrong or if i'm okay or if you can help. You never take the time to listen to me. I wonder, can you even hear me at all? Lately, you've been occupying your time with other things. I miss when you were always here. I miss when I had some of your time, when your eyes were on me and nothing else for a little while. Maybe that is selfish of me. It seems like your love only comes in waves. Things are awkward. Things are empty. I pour my heart out every day and get a simple smile in return. I don't know how you feel. I don't understand. You seem bored, tired. All I ever am is sad anymore, and as much as I love you, i'm afraid..of...what's happening.
