I flinch as Namjoon raises his hand, backing up until I hit the wall my bed is against.
His eyes scream sadness as I do that, sadness and.... Regret? What would he regret? I should be hit, I'm just an ugly, useless fat pig.
"I'm not here to hurt you Yoongi... I'm so, so so so sorry that I ever hit you." His tone didn't sound mean or mocking at all, he just sounded... Sincere, and sorry.
"H-how do I-I know that t-this isn't some p-prank?" I asked
"I promise with all of my heart that this isn't some kind of messed up prank. I'm really, really sorry for everything ive done to you Yoongi"
I just launch myself at him, my arms going around his shoulders and my legs straddling his lap. I know that I shouldn't trust him this easy, but I need this. I need to be able to have someone to rely on, or else I might do something ill eventually regret.
He gasps as my body lands on his and his arms go to circle my waist. I burry my face in his neck, sobs leaving my mouth.
"T-thank you N-Namjoon! I p-promise I wont do a-anything to mess t-this up!" I'm sobbing big time now, babbling and shaking even more than before. But this time, its because I'm so, so incredibly happy.
I'm not completely alone anymore. Sure, the others might still hate me, but I have at least one person now, one person I can fall back on.
Ive always trusted Namjoon. Not nessicarily more than everyone else, but he's been my best friend for so long before everthing started, the abuse, that I cant help but fall back on the old trust I have for him. Now I know, or at least, I think he wont hurt me anymore, so I can finally be a little bit happier, a bit less sad.
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330 words!
Sorry for always having short chapters, ill try to make them longer! I'm going back to my Aunts Wednesday so ill be able to upload more, right now I'm using my precious limited data😢
but its alright cause I get to upload!
SPOILER ALERT
Yoongi's not gonna get too much happier, shits gonna go down, but Namjoon isnt faking anything, he genuinely cares for Yoongi.
Alright, thats it, hmu if u wanna talk, have a great day, night, week, month, year, and life!
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