To The Moon And Back [Rusame]

A/n or vent

Hello my beautiful readers I'm proud to announce me and my family are on good terms and are trying to be more open minded about everything, it's been hard lately on my mom she is going threw a lot and us girls aren't helping, we have really been disrespectful towards her and we never think about how she feels and I mean she give us food, close, a home, warm showers and transportation to the movies and Walmart and here lately no one has been showing her the love she deserves, I am so sorry that I can't help everyone I try so hard and give people second chances, I forgive when it's hard to and I stay strong for others but it's hard when I get taken away from everyone I love and moved into a new place full of strangers and more rules, its hard to explain in words what it's like to lose everyone you love and get the blame for it when honestly it wasn't my fault to begin with, it's never was my fault it was someone who  had problems of their own and they didn't know how to control there emotions so they hurt others and said things to make them feel better, yeah I know I'm getting the blame and I know that they are just be trying to keep me safe but by taking me away from them it just made things worse. Multiple people have hurt there self's and moved schools over me and it's hard Knowing they really need me and I can't be there, that makes me feel useless because I can't help or comfort them when they need it. Yeah I know I don't deserve this but it's better for me to be the person at fault then anyone else, I'd rather take it all then give it to anyone else and yeah I'm losing hope

Trust

Love

Feelings....

I'm losing my mind..

And I'm looking myself...

I'm so sorry that I'm not perfect but I'll take all the pain I can if it means that no one else is hurt, o might be just an object that everyone uses until their is nothing left but i guess that's how it's supposed to be