I tell my friends
That I don't love you
But truth is I do
I love you
I always had
And I always will
The way you made me feel
All The broken parts inside of me healed
I can't tell them
Because you were never mine
When they ask me how I'm doing
I tell them I'm fine
But that's a lie
Because I'm not fine
And day by day inside I'm dying
I pick up the phone
Every night
I try to press call
But I don't
Because I realise
That it's not right thing to do
Because u were never mine
I tried to forget you
And I deleted all your messages
But it didn't work
Every single word you said
They still run over and over in my head
I thought I could count on you
But you would leave me hanging like this
Of this I had no clue
you told me when I need you
you will be there
But now I'm lying here alone
My eyes full of tears
And you don't even care
If they ask me
Do I love you
I will deny it
Because you were never mine
But truth is I do
I love you
And this is a secret
no one knows
not even you
YOU ARE READING
4:00 a.m (wattys 2014 winner)
Poetry(poem book) *editing* poems about a girl whose thoughts don't let her sleep at night.many of you may relate . so read and give your views and you will have someone who will understand your pain . you are not alone :) don't steal my poems plx :). all...
