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"Oh hi Dr Forester its Y/N Y/L/N, i had a message to call you?"
"Oh yes! Y/N! I was just calling to inform you some of your test results got back late and something interesting showed up...."
"Oh, okay...?" I replied waiting for her to continue.
"Y/N....It would appear you're pregnant"

"Im sorry..... I'm what now?!" I asked her, i needed to hear it again..... it wasn't possible!
"You're pregnant"
"A...are you sure? Like 100% sure?" I said feeling my heart racing like crazy.
"Yes" she chuckled "congratulations. Can you come in to see me tomorrow?"
"Erm... i guess so...why?"
"Just so we can check everything is okay and work out how far along you are"
"Ok"
"Im guessing this news is a bit of a shock?"
"Huge shock, yeah. I don't know how this happened I'm on birth control....."
"Have you missed any pills lately? Been sick? i know you've been under some stress lately..."
"Oh god, i missed a couple a few weeks back when i was sick. I was on antibiotics for a throat and chest infection"
"Thats probably it then"
"Well shit" i felt myself start to panic at the thought of telling Bucky i messed up!
Would he be happy about this??
"Ms Y/L/N?"
"Yeah?"
"I asked if you could come see me at 9am tomorrow?"
"Yeah sure, i'll be there" i told her nodding my head even though she couldn't see me.
"Thats great, i'll see you tomorrow".

After ending the call and taking some deep breaths i went back inside to get the girls, i needed to get home and work up the courage to tell Bucky the news.
"Everything okay? You look like you've seen a ghost" Wanda asked as i sat back down with her and began gathering our things together.
"Mhmm im okay, i just need to get home"
"Hey, calm down sweetie.... you're shaking" Wanda said grabbing my hand to keep me still "you want to tell me about it?"
"I.... i cant.... not yet"
"You can if you want. I promise it will stay between us.... if you need someone to talk to...."
"Im pregnant" i blurted out with wide eyes that were rapidly filling with tears.
"You're... pregnant?" She asked with eyes just as wide as mine "wow..... i was not expecting that"
"You and me both! Wanda what am i going to do?? What if he freaks out when i tell him and he leaves me??"
"Okay I'm not gonna lie, he may freak out....but i know he wont leave you. Im afraid you're stuck with him for life, that man is crazy about you" she smiled before pulling me in for a hug "congratulations by the way".
"Thanks" i mumbled against her shoulder "urghhh i feel sick".
"Okay lets wrangle the kids and get you guys home" she smiled at me wiping away a stray tear that had escaped.
"Okay. Girls.... time to go" i called out and waited for them to make their way over to where me and Wanda were sitting so we could put their shoes on and head home.

Steve was still hanging out with Bucky when we got home and i found myself sitting on the sofa nervously tapping my foot against the coffee table while they watched some football game. I felt like i couldn't sit still, i was full of nervous energy and couldn't settle.
"Doll you okay?" Bucky finally asked turning to face me to which i nodded quickly and forced a smile.
"Yeah why?"
"You've been tapping your foot for 40 minutes straight and you're picking your nails"
"Sorry" i stopped what i was doing as if only just realising i was doing it.
"Its fine babe, you just seem antsy"
"Nope I'm fine..... is it hot in here?" I suddenly felt like i was on fire "I'm gonna go get some fresh air" i told him before making my way outside. I sat down on the back porch steps and let my head fall into my hands as i let out a frustrated moan. I looked up when i heard the back door open and watched as Bucky came out and joined me on the steps.
"You wanna talk?" He asked putting his arm around my shoulders and pulling me close.
"About what?"
"About whatever is making you nervous"
"Yeah....." i nodded slowly "i just..... im scared"
"You dont need to be scared babe, i got you"
"While i was out with Wanda and the girls the hospital called. They got some of my test results back late...."
"You're not sick are you???" He asked leaning back to look at me, i could see he was nearly reaching panic mode so i quickly shook my head and took hold of hand.
"Im not sick Buck"
"You sure? Why else would they call you?? you'd tell me of you were right??"
"Im positive. And yes, id tell you if i was"
"Thank god! So what is it...?"
"Um well, she told me I'm...pregnant.".
I sat and watched Bucky closely as he absorbed this information, his eyes went wide and i swear he stopped breathing.
"Buck....."
"You're pregnant??"
"It would appear so. Look i know this is fast and we didn't plan for this...." i said quickly "i get it if you're pissed...." i was cut off by Bucky crashing his mouth against mine before a smile broke out on his face.
"You're really pregnant?" He asked grinning as he looked down at my stomach.
"Yeah...." i nodded slowly, i was not expecting him to be this happy about it.
"Doll this is great news" he kissed me again before leaning back to look at me, tears rolled down my face freely as relief flooded my body.
"Hey baby, why you crying? you're happy about this right?"
"I am happy Buck its just..... i thought maybe you'd be mad"
"Why would i be mad? The woman i love is having my baby. Our family is getting bigger"
"We never really discussed having kids...."
"Of course i want kids with you. You're already a great mom baby" he smiled kissing me hard "i cant wait to see you all big and round with my baby" he said running his hand over my stomach.
"Oh god i bet I'm gonna be huge" i moaned before laughing with Bucky.
"You'll be beautiful no matter what"
"I love you Buck" i stroked my hand over his bearded jaw.
"God, i love you too" he smiled before kissing me breathless.
"Oh, i have to go see the Doctor tomorrow at 9am if you can make it" i told him breaking the kiss suddenly "I know its short notice so if you can't make it i'll totally be okay on my own...."
"I'll be there. I wouldn't miss it for the world"
"Good" i sighed in relief, i really didn't want to go on my own at all!
"Can i tell Steve? I know we should probably wait but...."
"Sure, i told Wanda earlier I'm sorry! .... i was freaking out and it kinda just slipped out"
Bucky just laughed shaking his head "you're so fucking cute doll" he kissed me quickly before jumping up and running inside calling Steve's name.
"Steve!!! Steve!!! Im gonna be a dad!!! AGAIN!!"
"Such a dork" i smiled to myself shaking my head as i got up to go back inside.