Bonded By Destiny

Chapter 5

It was an offense to disobey a directive from the Alpha, a serious one at that. Every single werewolf across the community knew not to defy an order from their respective Alphas. Especially if the Alpha in question was the most vicious man in the werewolf community.

So why was I having second thoughts about meeting the Alpha this morning?

I had questions, my petite self couldn't help but wonder about some things. Like why was I suddenly getting the attention of the Alpha male? Why now? I mean, he hadn't really breathed my way before that incident in the forest.

Why did I even let him touch me? Yes I found him extremely attractive, hell, every female and some males would definitely agree. It didn't explain why I'd blindly allowed him to go down on me though.

I was ashamed of myself.

I knew he had almost had sex with every woman around here. I hadn't really seen them in action, but there had been many multiple women, claiming to have had the pleasure of warming up his bed. As much as I hated believing in baseless rumours, this one seemed quite true beyond reasonable doubt.

Some had even gone as far as fighting over him. I knew I wasn't special, a witch, a loner and a nobody in hid pack, he must have done what he did out of pity. Maybe he'd noticed how no man in the pack looked my way. Maybe he was doing his work as the Alpha, making sure that his subjects were comfortable.

He was my first sexual encounter, possibly my last. But was I supposed to feel this way? this weird yet almost warm feeling. I wasn't any special, I mean the pack members made sure to remind me almost daily.

Had he exhausted all the unmated females? That had to be it. He had no other reason giving me that mind numbing pussy lick, right? And the shameful part is that I would totally let him do more than that without putting up a fight.

The more I thought about him, the more I wanted to defy him, test him, push him, see what punishment he'd table out for me. The thought of him using me for his sexual desires had me finally coming to a decision though'. I wouldn't let any male use me, not even Alpha Ryker.

Your should never let your body do the thinking for you. I talk out of experience Tamara.

Mum would repeated those words. Sometimes even a number of times in a day. That is why I would stay as far as I could from the Alpha.

My alarm clock went off at exactly 5:45 AM, the annoying sound snapping me out of my thoughts. I had set it up the previous night, wanting to leave for the office 15 minutes to 6 AM. However,things were different now, I was still in bed.

I knew I had to face Alpha Ryker sooner or later. He would obviously want to know why I didn't show up. So what was I supposed to tell him? That I was not comfortable being around him? That I knew he was out to get in my pants and toss me out?

I had lived most of my adult life alone, I was accustomed to talking alone and touching myself. Then all of a sudden I found myself enjoying not only the company of my leader, but also lusting over him.

'So you're also a thinker. ' My head snapped up so fast, my heartbeat racing instantly. I was startled, my thoughts long forgotten as my eyes met with his cold ones.

'You...' I swallowed my words out of fear, forcing saliva down my throat in a loud gulp.

'Shocked you? ' He cut me off, leaning against my open bedroom door nonchalantly.

This was the second time he caught me off guard. How was he doing it? getting in stealthily without any noise whatsoever? For a man of his stature his movement was quite furtive.