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It'll be my birthday soon, the grayest morning of November.

There was a time when getting older was fun, or don't I remember?

Pick apart the flaws in the mirror, apply the lotions and the creams;

Not even 30 and yet the long sleep stares at me.

"Shouldn't you be stable now? More successful? A better time?"

They ask the same questions as the voices in my mind.

Such a pretty girl, most likely to succeed;

Is the real person I turned out to be everything you need?

I'm your missing flight, the lost plane that never showed;

Crashing wildly through the air to a destination unknown.

You counted on me, an innocent being with big, sad eyes;

It would take me 28 more years to count how many times, for you, I've cried.

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