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-first day.
just tell me i'll be alright boy tell me what's the point in living?
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"and.. what do we know, about this.. illness ? - nothing, at least for now. the cases have been too rare for now so we don't have any researches about it. - is it dangerous ? - it might be. - very dangerous ? - some people.. passed away, from this illness. but it's only 10% of the cases. „
the air got stuck in your throat and it felt like the time had stopped. passed away ? would this happen to you too ? your hands started shaking without you even noticing it, your well-known anxiety starting to resurface.
"how are the others ? - they appear to be in perfect health. all they need is some checkups at the hospital from time to time. „
even though this was supposed to reassure you, your anxiety refused to go away. it became even worse. what if /you/ are one of the few cases that will pass away from this ? how would your parents react ? how would /christian/ react ?
"alright, thank you, doctor. „ you sighed, nervously moving the ring christian offered you on your index finger, your mind filled with fear only.
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you fell on your bed and, after only a second, all of the tears you were holding back during your way back home came out. you couldn't help it. your life was in danger. because of what ? you didn't even know. it came from nowhere. you just thought you'd see your doctor for a quick blood checkup and came back home with a new illness you already forgot the name of. what did you do to deserve this ?
you buried your face into your pillows, the pain in your belly from all the anxiety making it worse.
"why..? „ your voice came out in a pained sigh, shaky, your hand weakly tugging at your white sweater.
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