beauty in death | christian anthony

ninth day.

– ninth day.

yeah, i find beauty in death sometimes.
that's why there's angels in the sky.

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Chase Atlantic - BEAUTY IN DEATH

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“what did you want to talk to me about, [name] ? „
mitchel sat down on the couch, locking his phone before putting it down on the low table in front of him, looking at you while waiting for you to talk.

you almost immediately felt his arms around you, his welcoming warmth embracing you and his chin resting on top of your head. you could feel his shaking body around you and you knew too well that he was holding back his tears, eyes closed.
“i'm so sorry mitty.. so so sorry..
- why are you apologizing for, dummy ? you obviously don't have to. all i hope now is that all three of us will make you spend the best days of your life starting from today. as long as /this/, he pointed your heart, is still beating, we won't allow you to be sad. not even a second. „

the only answer you had was a sobbing thanks and his tears decided to roll slowly on his soft face, still holding you tightly but also with so much precaution, like you could break at any moment.

you spent the whole day with the three of them in their studio. they had reported the album to stay with you during their – now – free time, not wanting to leave you on the side while they would be constantly working.
mitty was on the couch, kras next to him while you were sitting between your boyfriend's legs with your back against his chest, and clinton faced the three of you on a desk chair.
your favorite albums – beauty in death and dalliancé – from them played in the background while you were all talking and eating some junk food mitty had ordered. all of this made you literally forget about this damn illness. all you thought about was your boyfriend's arms around you and your two closest friends with you during the whole day.

all you were talking about was just nonsense and it was probably one of the best day you had in a while, a smile on your face the whole time except when you got teased by mitchel about your height or your clumsiness.

you were getting ready to bed with christian after the long bath you both had, the brothers having some rest after the hard work they gave these last days.
you slipped under the sheets while letting out a little yawn and turned your head to admire your boyfriend, also getting ready to go to bed with you.
all the love in your eyes while you were looking at him could never be described with words. oh lord how grateful you were for having him. so /damn/ grateful.

“christian.. „