High School Lovers ~L.S.

62

After dinner, Niall phoned his parents and got permission to stay over at Louis', even though they had school the next day. Lou's mom didn't care so they also phoned Zayn and Harry

"Hey, Z! Wanna come over and stay the night? I can drive us all to school- and home- tomorrow" Louis asked excitedly

"Sure. Need me to bring anything?"

"Snacks!!" Niall shouted from beside Louis

"Niall wants snacks" Louis laughed

"I heard.. Tell him I'll get his favorites." Zayn giggled

"He'll get your favorite!" Louis told Niall

Then Louis called Harry

It rang almost four times before Harry answered

"Hello?" Harry asked into the phone

He was sitting in his floor, putting bandages on so he wouldn't bleed on his pillows or blankets when he laid down for bed

"Hey, babe! Wanna come over for a sleep over?" Louis asked hopefully

"Uh.." Harry looked around him on the floor. 

Bandages. The razor. The little box he kept everything in. His bracelets. A bloody rag.

"I can't"

"Oh.. are you busy? Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you or-" Louis spoke quickly and guiltily

"No no no" Harry cut him off, "I'm not busy just can't stay over. I might not be at school tomorrow. I think that hangover is just now kicking in or something but.. I'm just not feeling well, Lou"

"Oh.. I could bring you something? Or sneak in and give you kisses and cuddles?"

"I don't wanna chance it and get you sick, love"

Tears dripped down Harry's cheeks as he lied to his boyfriend. 

"Okay... well.. just get rest and curl up in my hoodie I left, yeah? Feel better, Haz"

"Of.. of course, Lou."

As soon as Louis hung up, harry ran to his bathroom and puked in the toilet twice. The pain and guilt built up in his stomach and made him feel sick for real. He cried hard and dry heaved until he threw up a third time.

He felt like complete trash.

He lied to Louis. He relapsed. Marshal is around. 

So much is going wrong and Harry felt alone.