This is a friendly reminder that even though I rarely update/post a new chapter, I'm not going to abandon this <3
Just in case some of you were starting to get anxious~
I just have a lot going on from time to time~
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HE TRUSTED YOU!
(Y/n) turned around in her bed, head tucked under the duvet as Harry's words rang through her ears.
HE TRUSTED YOU, AND YOU LET HIM DIE!
For months now, that was the only thing she could think about- How Snape had been the one to eventually murder Dumbledore- that, and how Harry had been there to witness the whole scene.
As they had fled the tower, Harry bolted after them- how he even was there to begin with, well, the second broom did explain parts of it, but still-
She never wanted Harry to witness that.
And how he had caught up to them- attacked Snape, not successfully, of course, only to be attacked by Rowle-
FIGHT ME, YOU COWARD!
(Y/n) curled further into the duvet as she remembered.
The words had been directed at Snape, yet she couldn't help but think they were really meant for her.
Because that's what she was- a dirty coward.
She did nothing- NOTHING, at the top of the tower. She didn't speak one single word- she didn't even try to convince Draco to join Dumbledore-
And here she wanted to be an auror and all...
SECTUM-
Harry had even tried to use that spell-
You dare use my own spell against me?
And that Snape had been the one to invent it-
She couldn't think when it happened. Nothing. She should have helped him- but then she would've just made everything worse.
It's better this way...
At least now... the dark lord won't be able to use her against him...
Because she knows that there's no way Harry will ever forgive her.
He'll never...
(Y/n) turned over in her bed, head still under the duvet as she curled further together.
It felt as if nothing would ever be ok again. Nothing would be alright. Nothing could ever get rid of that horrible monster-
No one besides Harry...
At least... that's what it seemed like.
Why else would the dark lord be after him?
And he is concidered to be the chosen one after all.
Harry will be a lot more safe now... Now that she isn't a part of his life.
The dark lord could do anything- threaten her, torture her, even kill- But Harry would never come for her.
A part of the dark lord's plan had been ruined the moment Harry saw her in that tower- meaning he would have no further use of her-
Meaning she could be disposed of any day now... should the lord feel like it.
They should have listened to Dumbledore
but it's too late now.
(Y/n) hadn't done anything since she returned to her home.
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