After college, Kanat joined his father's business under his pressure despite his all desires for the basketball academy. He completed his university along with managing business. Ekim was one year back from him in studies. But they were always together. Whatever he did, wherever he goes, she knows that. Their love never ended in all those years. She knew about the pressure of his father but she couldn't help him in that. But was always there to comfort him. They got married when she was in the first year of university and he was in second year of the university. Kanat wanted to marry her earlier than end of their academic year. She loved him, despite his abusive family and abusive father, she loved him with all her heart. And he knew that. They were so happy in early era of their marriage and when Ekim got pregnant with Çiçek. Those moments were happiest moments of their lives when their first child was coming into this world. At Çiçek's birth, Ekim got some complications causing her to not feel the warmth of pregnancy and being mother again. She was so sad and she cried all day and night but slowly with time, she was getting used to it and Çiçek's presence make her life very beautiful. Kanat was always helping her with Çiçek and making her forget that she can't be mother again. But Kanat started changing when Çiçek was four, they started arguing on every little thing and then it goes to fighting. At start, Ekim avoid arguments as much as she could because she don't want her happy family to end up like ashes but she couldn't deny the fact that kanat was changing now especially when he started coming home drunken. She started keeping Çiçek away from him. She never wanted her child to see her father in this disgusting state when he was out of his mind and use every bad word coming to his mouth but Çiçek was intelligent. She started hiding from Kanat herself, especially when he started yelling in the living room almost every night. Same happened that day too:
Ekim was making dinner and Çiçek was sitting near the table on the chair waiting for Ekim to serve when Kanat entered with lost mind. He was drunk again. He ignored both of them and went towards the kitchen, finding his alcohol bottle.
Kanat: Where is my bottle?
Ekim: I threw it away!
Kanat: Why???
Ekim: You have a daughter, she got scared whenever she saw you like this!!
Kanat looked at her angrily. He never raised his hand over Ekim no matter how much drunk he was. On the other hand, there was nothing like their personal life!
He goes to dinning table and started throwing dishes on the floor. Çiçek got really scared from him and ran towards her room upstairs.
Ekim: Kanat stop it!
She yelled while crying.
Kanat: You threw my bottles, I will break your dishes! Tit for tat!!!!
She looked at him cryingly.
Ekim: Tomorrow you will raise your hand on me too?
She asked with tears. He looked at her with red eyes but didn't reply. He was so drunk that the living room was full of alcohol's smell. He kept staring at her and then left the place to his room. Ekim sat there cryingly. She remembered her mother's words when she said, don't marry at this young age, you still don't know him! But she was so blind in love. Now her house was scattering in front of her eyes and she couldn't help it to control anything. Their daughter was now seven years old and she understands everything very well. She was hating Kanat more and more day by day which Ekim doesn't want to.
Kanat was sitting in his room thinking about his behavior. But he couldn't think properly right now because he was drunk. He took vase from side table and threw it to the wall mirror. He grabbed his hair and sat on floor. His head was hurting alot.
