☁️Dreaming Of You ☁️

🐈‍⬛ ~Part XXV. ~ 🐈‍⬛

The tension between them was unavoidable, the lobby was quite, there weren't many quests around. The expensive scent of the hotel was lingering everywhere, and the warm dim lights made the place cosy and welcoming, but the air started to become thicker, and cooler with every passing minute. Felix was looking at his bandmate with anger and confusion in his eyes, he just wanted to find you as soon as possible and explain everything that happened with Mia earlier. He wanted to clear his name more than anything, asking for your forgiveness and he had a shred of hope that you guys could start all over again. Maybe it will take some time to gain back your trust, but he has all the time, until the end of his life if it's necessary he will fight to gain back what was lost. He wanted to hold your hands one more time, look deeply into your eyes and whisper loving words before closing the gap between the two of you. Even though, he repeated his question and in his mind, he was already thinking about the possible outcomes, Hyunjin did not answer just stared at Lexy's panicked expression. She was more than agonized and stressed out, her only aim was to win Felix's heart and now her plan was crashing down just by this accidental meeting. She thought, maybe Hyunjin planned this all along and stabbed her in the back with this unexpected twist.

- I can explain. – Hyunjin declared after the long break.

- I'm all ears, I need to get to Y/N as soon as possible! I need to tell her Hyunjin, I cannot leave her, I cannot let her suffer because of me... - his heart ached, but not because Felix was his bandmate, friend, and someone close to him. They met because of work; their relationship was close but merely professional most of the times. It wasn't the same as with Changbin but still, loving the same girl made them closer to each other but also more distant. He does not know how something can like this be possible, but he knew his feelings are valid. Although he felt like he can do anything for you, he was also aware of the fact that Lexy is a potential threat and losing you is the only way to keep you out of trouble. You cannot get involved nor with him, nor with Felix. They have responsibility, as uprising idols, they will achieve more fame, and more adoration from their fans, they have to be loyal only to them and not mess up their shared struggles and efforts for a girl. Even if Lexy would be behind bars, there will be plenty of others like her. Crazy stalkers, fangirls who are longing for them more than anything. You wouldn't be able to take it, you were wounded so many times, you just wanna live a normal life, without drama. Hyunjin knew that he was selfish though, he wanted a piece from you, few days, spent in peace and love in order to keep these memories forever. "Maybe, after several years, when I stopped my career, when I have no strength to continue. Maybe, she will wait for me, maybe I can find her and hold her again." – that's what he thought while reaching for his phone. "I just hope you will forgive me and know, that I did all these for your own sake." – he gave the phone to Felix with the display on and Lexy gasped:

- What are these? – Felix was looking at the photos with disbelief. It was a cellar like place, the walls were covered with his photos, from different concepts, from different album covers. It looked straight out of a horror movie, with all of those empty water bottles which he drank from at the fan signs. The shrine like place was filled with white and black candles and for the first time in his life, these friendly, romantic lights made him terrified. He swiped to the side to reveal another shocking picture with a gun and a knife on it.

- Hyunjin! – Lexy couldn't shout out loudly, her voice was low, threatening even. She was trembling from anger, she didn't know why he was showing these pictures to Felix. It was her secret, her safe place and Hyunjin had an agreement with her that they would work together if he wants to keep SKZ away from crushing down and of course if he wanted to see YOU alive. She wasn't scared, she is able to take anyone's life for a sacred love with her bias, idol and the topic of her adoration. But her worries faded away as Hyunjin continued: