what my "Love" wants [ TAEKOOK]

part-26

It's been two weeks and elder's behavior was same which make Jungkook angry and he take it out on him. But in return all he got was 'im sorry' from the elder. Jungkook was busy but still he noticed the changes in elder.
How the elder don't sleep whole night. Sometimes, standing in balcony or sometimes, sitting on the couch staring at wall. At which Jungkook thought that the elder might be possessed by some demon or something like that by seeing the dark vibe and blankness of elder. Jungkook was getting concerned by seeing elder not eating properly. The man who always stick to timetable, who preferred eating breakfast lunch and dinner sharp at time was skipping meals, sometimes eating at midnight or after the lunch time.
Jungkook also noticed the exhaustion in elder's eyes whenever he got back from work. Jungkook was worried as the elder totally become mute. As if his tongue got disabled. No more bratty attitude. No more jokes or teasings just blank.

Taehyung was in his company, sitting on the chair in his office, clenching his hairs in a tight grip looking down. He was not able to concentrate at the work. Some weird voices were messing with his mind. His eyes brim up due to frustration. Now it was difficult for him to control. He was trying to control his mind from giving in from a week but he can't anymore. He just wanted somebody or should he say Jungkook. Yes, Jungkook. Taehyung wanted no not wanted Taehyung needed Jungkook. He was drowning in his misery when his phone rang showing

"My love ❤️"

He picked up the call thinking that maybe his girlfriend will comfort him but alas!

"Why the hell you are not picking my call" a scream was heard from the other side

He closed his eyes tightly in frustration. He can't take it right now when his mind is already a mess.

"Don't tell me you are busy fu<king your husband" she scream with her bitchy voice

"Don't say anything about him" he said in his deep exhausted voice but the girl doesn't have the habit of understanding him

"Yeah how can I forget he's your lovely husband. Taehyung I'm telling you for last time don't ignore me. From that day you are avoiding me. Please tae. I can't take it anymore. I love you please don't do this with me" she acted again knowing very well that the person on the call is so naive and innocent to understand her true intentions

"I'm not ignoring laia. It's just I'm not feeling well" he tried to explain

"What can happen to you? Its okay whatever happen you will be fine. Just don't forget you have to take me on date  and buy me the new necklace from the Celine. Okay bye" that's it. She didn't even tried to ask that what happened to him. Like always she ordered him and cut the call afterward.

Taehyung placed his Mobile on the table and stare at it for whole 5 minutes.

"You will be left alone

No one wants you other then me

Who want a dumb man who doesn't even know how to understand his girlfriend

I'm the only one who will love you

See, Jungkook left you alone

He also don't want to deal with your dumb self "

Flashbacks start hitting him. How his girlfriend told him that no one wants him. He knows that his is not worthy for the love he is receiving. He tried so hard to not be dumb. To act mature, to understand everyone but still he messed up everything at the end. He knows that he is coward for not speaking his inner voice. How much he hate himself for it. For not telling his girlfriend that he deserves love, he is not immature, he's also a human who have emotions but he can't. He don't have guts to speak for himself. He fu<king tries to understand people. He tries to make right decisions. He tries to think what to do in a bad situation but fails. Does that mean he is dumb?