Unexpected

"Colson, it's me. Call me back when you get this. We need to talk. It's important."

I sighed as I ended the call after leaving my voicemail. We had barely talked since everything that happened with Zayne, and it's been a week.

I just wish I knew what was going on inside his head.

- Colson

My head was so fucked up. When I found out about Zayne, I didn't think it would bother me as bad as it does. Especially after showing up at her house to see them together. It hurt.

It wasn't fair that I was giving her the cold shoulder over this. I left her. She owes me no explanation for how she repaired the broken heart I gave her. It's my fault, I basically handed her to him on a silver platter. I knew he wanted her, I just never expected her to get with him.

Here I was, watching the phone ring, seeing her name pop up on the screen, and purposely ignoring the woman I love. I saw the voicemail notification pop up, and let it play so that I could hear her voice.

I debated in my head for a few minutes. I was weak. I knew if I called her, I'd wanna see her. And if I saw her, I would cave and jump right back in it, just like I did that first day she showed up in LA.

I told myself for two years after she walked away that it was just a high school relationship, it wasn't meant to last forever. I told myself it's just because she was my first love, that's why I couldn't let her go. I knew that was bullshit. Sienna and I were always more that just high school sweethearts. We were the real thing. I have no doubt in my mind that she's my soulmate.

I reluctantly picked up the phone, and called her back. After two rings, I hung up. What am I doing? Why was this so hard for me?

I flipped on the tv to catch tmz running a story. After a few minutes, I caught my name being mentioned, and turned up the volume.

"Rumor has it that Machine Gun Kelly and Winter Andrews have split." The reporter said, and it showed a picture of us on the tv with a rip in between us. "The pair seemed so solid, we wonder what happened to them?"

They don't know shit I thought to myself. Winter and I weren't even real. It was just a public relationship, we didn't even have feelings. At least I didn't.

Once again, I heard my phone go off, and I glanced to see her name.

My Sienna ❤️
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I was gonna tell you in person, but since you won't talk to me I guess I have to tell you like this.

I opened the notification to see a pregnancy test in the photo, and it was positive. Holy shit. Holy shit. Was this real? I jumped up from the couch as I stared at the picture.

She had to be lying. She had to just be trying to get my attention.

I picked up my keys without thinking, and drove straight to her place. I knocked, and impatiently waited until she answered the door. To my surprise, Nick answered.

"Hey man. Sienna's not here." He said.

"She's not? Where is she?" I asked. "I gotta talk to her."

"She's in Cleveland dude."

"What? What's she doing in Cleveland?"

"Visiting her brother. That's what she told us." He sighed. "I honestly think she just needed to get away. She's been really stressed out lately." He said, and looked me in the eye. "I don't know what's going on between you two, but whatever it is y'all need to figure it out. She can't even focus so we can get a release date on the album."