Intro: I'm listening to still bathing by Mayday Parade
The guilt that I feel from the thought
Matrina pointed out that I sought
The wrong thing at the wrong time
I'm truly sorry that I wanted that
And I even asked you afterwards
What would you do if I cuddled with her
You weren't clear at first
But then I got it out of you
You said you didn't want that
And at first I was thinking
I don't want you
But that's not true now
I'm being bombarded with thoughts
The true meaning between you and me
It's becoming clearer after this
In the past
Something like this was a joke
But now
It's different
It's what opened up my eyes and showed
Who you really are to me
And your effects on me
Because now I feel guilty
Even though we didn't do anything
The fact that I missed holding her in my arms
And the fact that I'm still with you
I've anted different
Ever since we were
But my friend Matrina has pointed out the worst
How could you do something like that
When I tell you about a guy who does something like that
I tell you how it hurts
And you assure me that it'll work
But then I gave up
And you told me not to
So I got over it
And now here you are
I'm worried Daniel
Why would you go so far?
My heart starts to race
And I feel the nerves kick in
I don't know what to stay
But I stare into your eyes anyway
You look at me and I feel the disappointment
I can hear your thought or at least your voice in my head
I didn't think you'd that
Something like that
I don't understand
But it's true
I miss her
My best friend Skyler
When I could hold her in my arms and just feel her warm and listen to her breath as she always fell asleep before me
I loved to hold her
I loved to just be by her side
When we held hands I would smile
And she would sigh
