It's cold in here
Colder than it should be
For some reason
I don't know how you effect me
Just having you there
It hurts to know
That you're physically gone
But the emotions still show
You'll always be alive
To me deep down inside
Somehow you effected my heart
And I know I'll miss you
It's a lot to take it
Please step back
As I think this out
In a matter of fact
I'm not really sure
If it's true
But I can't seem
To think this through
You aren't the closest
But you're not that far
I feel like I can't seem to comprehend
That you're really
Not going to be here
Physically
Anymore
But that doesn't mean
That you won't be here
Trust me
I know
That your spirit's here
In our hearts
And will always be together
Almost seven years with you
A friend who is there
I don't know the situation
And I don't know why
But it happened and it just doesn't seem real
The room
It feels like you're watching me as I type these things
And I thought it was weird that I felt that there was someone else here
But now I know
And it's okay
You'll be alive
Even today
After your 'death'
They say
You're not really gone
Because in our hearts your here
You aren't the closest friend to me
But others see it diffferent
It'll take a while
For them to get over the distance
But
At times like this you see
All we have to see is just be easy
On ourselves
It'll be okay
I know it's a lot to hear from me
