Argument with Myself

46 3 2
                                    

Watch your mouth
My stupid self
Watch the words
That might hurt

It was a mistake
And I apologise
I'll make it right
Whatever the price

Shut the hell up
Don't go on
The word is said
Can't be undone

I want to fix it
Whatever it takes
I'm just a human
I make mistakes

It's too late
You changed the boy
It's too little
You killed the joy

But I can change
What once was changed
It's not only me
Who ever was in rage

You hurt him bad
It's not gonna work
You deserve to die
Burn into smoke

Self, please
Give me one more chance
I swear I won't waste it
Myself I will enhance

A chance?
What is that for?
You need to stop
And nothing more

Stop?
Why stop trying
When all surrender does
Is keep me up crying?

You deserve all that
And all what's coming next
To know that you should never
Have sent that damn text

Gosh this is too much
I'm not the only person
Who ever said something
That was never meant!!
I do wrong
I make mistakes
Please don't do this
I'm burning in flames

All was said
All was done
You said it
Now he is gone
Get yourself off the ground
Lock the door and come back
Let us take a risky twist
Get the blade and cut your wrist

Self, please
Not that again
All it does
Is leave me in pain

It's okay, it's alright
This pain will keep your mind off
The things that hurt deep inside
It's physical, will turn all emotion off..

I thought we'd never do it again
Self; I beg you, please No!
I said I won't, don't force me
Though I miss that you know.....

11:29 am4-2-15

Cassandra Where stories live. Discover now