"Key"
"who that was at the door?" Sarai asked taking her attention off her phone n focusing on me
"Nari" i said bluntly
"truthfully doe you gon have to dip" i motioned towards the door layin on the bed n she scoffed
"you a real life weirdo dude" she said
"you're serious right now?" she asked
"as a motherfuckin heart attack dawg, bounce" i said pulling my phone out my pocket scrolling through instagram
"fuck you Markeyvius, don't even play on my phone no more cause yo ass is blocked bro" she said grabbing her stuff n slamming the door
"bitches bro" i whispered to myself chuckling. i didn't want Sarai around at all shawty was too fuckin mixy. just needed my dick wet then Nari came on sum bs so she fasho had to go. ian kno what i wanted to do about Nari. yea a nigga wanted her back but seein how she was second guessing our relationship n shit made me think of shit was even supposed to be fr.
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"you ready to go?" i asked Lani n she nodded
"aight come on" i said n we both exited the car and made our way towards our mom's tombstone
"hey mommy" Lani said smiling
"i miss you so so so much" she dragged dusting it off and sitting next to it. she patted the floor next to me n i sat.
"umm you been on my mind a lot lately mommy, a lot been going on" she chuckled
"for starters me n Key ex girlfriend, she's like my sister, we been hanging out a lot. i love her n i'm pretty sure you would too..." she started
"...also remember i told you i'm graduating early? yea i graduate in like 2 months. i know you're proud of me i'm trying my hardest for you" she said m her voice cracked i pulled her in for a hug rubbing her shoulder
"it's just so hard Key" she whispered looking up at me n i nodded. i hated this part of the visits cause it wasn't nothing i could tell her that would make her feel better. no parental figures in her life meanwhile kids her age livin it up with theirs
"i know Lani" i sighed
"yeen gotta cry doe, i'm right hea" i said kissing her forehead
"i love you" she said
"i love you more"
"you have anything to say?" she looked up at me
"shit, i got a lot" i sighed
"ma, it's been a rough couple months dawg. i ain never been through no shit like this without you here to talk me through it so a nigga lost for real" i sighed
"i lost my girl over dumb shit, she ready to forgive me but ion know why i'm hesitant to go back..."
"... i know i wan spend the rest of my life with her but i feel like she deserve a nigga who ain gon stress her ma. all i do is stress that girl ion even know why she want a nigga back. i think i'm scared cause ion want to hurt ha again n she leave cause her leaving be the hardest part" i sighed
