Moving on

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Zachary

I don't think I will ever truly get over what Jess but I've trying to move forward and I know it's going to be a hard, but it's worth a try I have spent so much time trying to be strong but in the end I turned into something I didn't wanna be a guy that uses women and that is the last thing that I ever wanted.

But I guess that's what happens when someone you love breaks your heart but I guess Justin just break my heart she completely destroyed me she took the things that made me who I am and she crush them to the point where I couldn't look at myself in the mirror , to the point where I still blame myself for what she did.

But I guess her betrayal wasn't just her cheating on me it was her causing pain to my sister and that was not something I could ever forgive she crossed the line cheating on me but to drag my sister into her games was a new low.

I guess you could say why it's taken me so long to move on it's because I'm afraid that if I let someone in again they will break me like she did, but there's something about hope that changes everything she's smart and beautiful and I think like all of us she is a little bit confused and damaged and just want someone to be there and I hope that I can be the person that she needs me to be.

As I was writing I had a slight knock at my door "coming "I said before the door opened showing hope walking in

I smiled at her "hey you okay "

She smiled back "yeah I'm fine I just wanted to talk to you about something it's kind of been on my mind "

I nodded my head at her "sure come on then take a seat "I said closing my journal

She looked at me "this might be a hard conversation to have but when I met Ophelia the other day she said something about me not breaking your heart, that her and your other sisters don't wanna go through that pain again seeing you break and I just couldn't help thinking what was she talking about "

My eyes hit the floor straight away before coming back to me her "she is talking about my ex-girlfriend her name was Jess and she was everything you could want I was really happy she was my rock through some difficult times but I am I found out I'...

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My eyes hit the floor straight away before coming back to me her "she is talking about my ex-girlfriend her name was Jess and she was everything you could want I was really happy she was my rock through some difficult times but I am I found out I'm nearly a year ago that she had been dating and I'm sleeping with ophelia boyfriend , It was heartbreaking for both me and Ophelia she decided that she didn't wanna be here anymore and packed her bags and when to France just to get away from the heartbreak and me I started to play around and I lost a lot of respect from some people that was the damage that they both did to us, so when my sister see me smiling and enjoying myself again they don't want anything to break me so that's wrong is why they asked you nicely to not break my heart because I don't know if I'll make it out of that dark place again "I told her my darkest secret

My eyes hit the floor straight away before coming back to me her "she is talking about my ex-girlfriend her name was Jess and she was everything you could want I was really happy she was my rock through some difficult times but I am I found out I'...

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"I will never break your heart along as you don't break mine, I guess you and I have pretty similar in that sort of place you let one person in who broke you, now your afraid to let someone else in, for me I've never let anybody in and I don't want them to hurt me so I guess if you want we can work together because I don't know what the future holds but I wanna see with this is because I really like you Zach and that terrifies me more than you know" she side to me

I smiled at her " i'm game if you are and you're right we don't know what the future holds but I'm really hoping that it will be with you " I said putting my hand on her cheek

She closed her eyes as i ran my thumb across her cheek "I would like that a lot "she said moving close to me and before I knew it her lips where on mine

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