Imperfect Us (SEASON 1)

CHAPTER 25-Praying FOR you

'are you okay my love? ' my aunty asked me softly while checking my temperature of head

and i nodd slightly holding her hand in my hand

'i am better now Alhamdulillah' i replied with small smile which aunty smiled

'oh my baby,you scared us so much' aunty said while handing me bowl of soup

'aafiyah and her family had came to see you'

And i looked at her, so it was not dream
I thought
Abdullah was really there

'they are really nice and kind people Ma Shaa Allah' aunty exclaimed
and i returned her a smile

'what time is it now?' i asked changing the subject

'it is 7:10am'
'you can sleep after finishing this soup'

'no i will go hospital' i said while making my way to wardrobe

'go from tomorrow child'
'you just got better sehra' she protests

'it's been many days na ummi, i can't skip my job like that, and beside if i be in bed all day i will feel more tired'

'but-'

'let me go ummi please? My mood will become better'

She sighed 'fine but don't tire yourself too much okay? If you feel sick then come immediately home'
I nodded and hugged her 'obviously my love' i said making her smile

Now i can't ignore them forever can i?
And beside that my performance needs to be better for my future job.

and i guess it will take time
When early i was sick i saw abdullah i didn't feel that it was his fault instead i felt going in his arms,and cried
it's because i miss my parents so much
No matter by who or how they died
I guess it has written like that
I don't blame someone, it just i missed them .

With all those thoughts i arrived at hospital and greeted everyone, they asked me how i am, well i feel good that they care about me.
i wore my coat and went to do my duty following zoya senior

'follow me sehra to room 09'
she was sharing the details of patient with me and opened the door

the first sight caused my heart to feel pained recalling my conversation with aafiyah 'it was not his fault sehra' that word chanted back in the mind, i tried to keep calm

there stood abdullaah in doctor's coat asking patient about his health

seeing me his expression changed into suprised like he was not expecting me here

We went in and talked about patient trying to act full professional and not mixing my personal life into it. I focused full on patient and details they were sharing but at the same time i feel someone gaze on me all the time
Trying to find my eyes, trying to read me, it was Abdullaah but i was not meeting his eyes.

'let's go' senior told me

I tried all my best to ignore abdullaah
but wherever i go
his shadow was not leaving mine's.

not let my thoughts wander i digg myself into studies, while eating one of my book was opened on the table and i was studying while eating.

'salaam' a familiar voice brought me back to earth, a voice i was trying to ignore

I looked up at the owner who's it's belongs to, he was holding food plate

'وعلیکم السلام' i greeted back
And abdullaah passses me smile making me nervous inside