Imperfect Us (SEASON 1)

28-Strawberry And Vanilla

First time in my life i was being impatient to see someone's face so badly, ofcorse apart from my family.

Meeting has started and i saw many other doctors and interns but my eyes were searching for only one person
Why she is not arrived yet?

I was rolling the pen in my hand oscillatary i was not getting bored but i was waiting for her nervously.

I knew this meeting was about going  another country for volunteering , when i checked early my name was not in the list so i was just sitting there but mentally present somewhere else.

But I looked at zoya surprisingly, who was giving the details about people who are going and

She said sehra's name also in the list

But when i checked the list before her name wasn't there.

Then why now?and the fact that sehra's name is on people who are going south africa, i can't let her go!
She is new here and not really perfect for this job now.

JUST then my princess came, she was standing at the door looking in my eyes.
and some unknown feeling crept over me.

I need to talk with zoya.

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'why are you sending her? '
i asked zoya straightly and she turned back and facing me, 'why can't i?' zoya folded her hands demandingly

'doctor you know better than me, you know how hard it is to volunteer in another country, she is not qualified yet for it' i remember when i have been to volunteer in Sydney, Allaah! Not only it is physically hard but emotionally heart wrenching.

Sehra is not experienced yet how will she even do this?and zoya should know this.

'for experience, she needs to try first.
She can learn, it's not that hard, she is not a kid and it's 2 month only and if she go there and see from herself, it will help her in being good doctor' zoya said calmly but deep inside she know better that she is making a excuse

Was she jealous of Sehra? That she got abdullaah, when zoya tried her best but didn't get his even little attention.

'no zoya we all know about South africa is not easy place nowadays to volunteer, she will get tired before she even can start her journey, it's not time yet she is on the level of her internship, for Sake of Allaah, she is not perfectly doctor yet' i yelled frustratingly

but not so soon that my own words became trouble for me, when zoya smiled satisfiedly at someone behind me and i looked back

To only see my princess heard my words and seems that she misunderstood what i said

her innocent eyes was having tears in them but she was holding herself very bravely.

Allaah what did i do!!

'what made you think that i can't do this volunteering ' she said straightly

Sehra i-' before i can explain she interrupted

' i can do this doctor,i have come this far not just by flying, it was hard working journey, and Zoya senior is right i am not a kid, and definitely not weak'sehra said defending herself

Not even in my dreams i think that u r weak silly girl!
she turned to zoya
'i am surely going in Sha'a Allaah, nobody is perfect, i can learn and practice make the men perfect right' sehra said
And zoya nodded satisfyingly
and sehra didn't even look at me and took her leave from there.

And i stood there speechless,
only if she know i don't mean in that way,i don't think she is weak, why would i!but voluntary need experts, atleast experience of some years,you not only curing them by medicine but so many things can come in the way, emotions and sometimes even accidents.
no electricity, gang of mosquitoes!