Imperfect Us (SEASON 1)

chapter 4 -sharing the pain

Abdullah Pov
I was observing the places
I got to this unique huge pool
A heart shaped
Lovely concept
I saw someone sitting in front of this pool
Is that ghost?
Can't be right?
I pullup my courage and went more near
Weird i thought
Looked like a girl
Yes
Wearing black hijab
Wondering what she is doing here at this time
Then i heard , sound of sobbing
I felt worried why she is crying,
so decided to ask her
'hey' asked in a low tune
she didn't seem to hear me
'hey why are you crying'
i asked in most soft tone
And turned back and looked up at me
A

nd when their eyes met for a moment Abdullah just looked at her

She was slim and her face was round and her hazel eyes have tears on them
Her nose was slightly red ,from crying i guess
Really She look so cute!
Like a little baby

Abdullah knew that bf nd gf relationship is nothing but way to destructions he knws the rules of islam
And he have seen people getting destroyed by this fitnahs
So even the u s he used to be far way from the girls or the bad ifluence

But something today made him sat besides this girl
Maybe is it devils getting him?
Or mybe he just can't see the people in front of him crying

I sat down besides her keeping a safe distance between us
Lowering my gaze
'my name is Abdullah'
My aapi says that sharing our pains with each other relax the heaviness from our hearts' he continued

Abdullah is A frankly one
He can makes people smile easily
it is not hard for him to get the people feel comfortable around him

In a inoxent tone like when a kid is crying but u give him choclate nd he started to being open about why he is crying
she said
'i miss my auntie'
Auntie?not mom?
I thought
'oh...-'
But she continues
'its first time when i came so far away from her after my parents passed away i never departed from her
She always keep me safe nd closer to her arms like a precious diamond'
'i-i miss her'

My heart melt.

'call her then?'
I asked her
'i dont have phone 'she replied
I wonder
'Why?'

'because phone is not allowed in our field trip nd i forget the miss room number'

I laugh
'so u should pay attention'
I told her

'i was checking the park so i got distracted' she said honestly defending herself

'by the way..really she never leave you for any moment away from her?'
I asked
Feeling how bless and lucky she is
Ma Sha'a Allah
She nodded
Nd look down
After thinking little
Abdullah:do u remember your auntie number?
She nodded in yes
I smiled
Feeling thankfull To Allah Paak
I removed my phone from pocket.
Nd show to her

I gave it to her nd when she on the phone
something change her mind
'Its 11:45pm,i cant'
She gives back the phone to abdullah
'but-
She cut me off saying
'aunty must be sleeping,i cant disturb her at this late'
Her aunty was early to sleep then wakeup in the middle of the night
To prostrate to her Rabb when other people slept
There were times when sehra used to woke up in the middle of night not finding her aunt besides her she would get afraid
Then she saw her aunt on prayer mat
Puling out her full heart to Her Creator
Then soon sehra started to join her too
In prayers of tahajjud
Together they become the powerful roots whom winds cant blow away
Cuz they have their protecter by their side
The Al Wadood
Most Loving One Allah

Abdullah nicely took back his phone from sehra's hand
And sat comfortably
Folding his legs
Abdullah take a deep breath
'Hmmmm...when i was in U S i used to miss mom and dad too
Specially dad'
Now Abdullah Start To Share HIs Pain
Abdullah leave a little laugh'you know how its weird when we love someone so much but still we have to be away from them'

'why do you live in us and not with your parents' sehra asked the question which abdullah himself is trying all his life to find this answer
Not knowing what he is being punishing about

Abbu forgive me i promise i will be good a son i promise i wont ever make troubles
A ten year old abdullah crying and begging to his father not to send him u s,not to send him away from his most beloved father
How would he will stay away from someone he could not have imagine his life without.
What abdullah dont know is
It is more hard and heart breaking for his father too
For abbas ahmad too
But this were out of his control
And currently this was the best he could have done for his most beloved son

'mom say it is for my best future
To get best studies'
Abdullah continues
'but...dont they know
My best time is when i spent with my mom and dad
I dont want best studies
I want my mom and dad'
Letting his heart out
Abdullah confessed this in low tune

And sehra's pain about missing aunty got somehow less seeing this boy loves and missing of his parents

'say Alhamdulillah,atleast they are well and alive you can see them whenever you like ,you can just video call you know?
Sehra says to abdullah

She is not very good at encouraging others ,she is not sure what to say to make them feel better
But still she tries.

His father wasn't like that,

And abdullah looked at this kiddo
And just smile
Not explaining more futher about how this is more complicated than it seems
He agrees on Alhamdulillah
and says with a gratitude face on
'Alhamdullilah'
And sehra smiles too

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Assalamu Alaikum
KaifHalak
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