Just a Maid (Sandro Marcos)

chapter 48

Lyra pov

I'm here lang sa kwarto ko dito sa condo ko nakahiga lang ako at umiiyak

Simon called me earlier,hnde ko alam kung pano nya nalaman na hinde ako okay pero Sabi nya na pupunta sya dito...

Pati sa pag higa hinde ko mahanap Ang pahinga nakakapagod na nakakasawa.

ang sakit Naman eh...

Ubos na ubos nako.

halos hnde nako makahinga sa kakaiyak ng maranig ko yung mga katok dito sa kwarto ko

pero hinde nako nagabalang tumayo pa para buksan Ang kwarto ko Wala akong gana

nawalan ako ng gana

sa lahat.....

ayoko naaa!!!!!

"Lyra...."kumatok parin sya,alam kong si Simon yun

"Papasok nako ha"he said at binuksan Ang pinto ko

"Are u okay?kaya mo bang tumayo bumili ako ng pagkain...and some beers"he said tinaas pa Ang dalang paper bag

"I'm good"I give him a small smile

"You're not"he said

nandito lang kami sa Sala habang kakatapos lang kumain I didn't eat that much basta magkaroon lang ng laman Ang tiyan ko bago ako uminom

Iniisip padin Ang sinabi ni sandro na alagaan ko Ang sarili ko,gagawin kopadin yun kahit Wala..kahit Wala ng kami.

I wanted to be drunk right now,iniisip na baka mas maging okay na lahat pagtapos ko malasing

"Here"he said at inabot saakin yung isang can ng beer

"Thanks"I give him a small smile.

"Always lyra"he nodded.

"Btw how did u know?"I asked getting curious now,I didn't even told him na I'm not okay or his brother broke up with me.

"Ahhh haha,I just know"he chuckled

"Ah right."I just give him a light nod,I don't want to talk that much,I'm still..I'm still in pain.

"Open up"he said and looked at my teary eyes

"I'm fine,I know hnde mo din maiintindihan yun haha"I chuckled alam kong walang makakaintindi sakin....sarili kolang...lagi.

"Iintindihin ko"he said giving me an assuring smile.

"wlang tubig pero nalulunod ako."I said at ngumiti ako pero may nakatagong sakit don.

"I'm sorry"he apologized now even hde didn't do anything wrong.

"It's not your fault"i shook my head

"Let it hurt until it hurts no more. Feel your feelings, healing will come in time"he said at ngumiti pa sakin buti andito sya.

"Thankyou for being here"I smiled.

"I'm always here kapag kailangan moko"wika pa nya at uminom ng alak na nasa tabi nya

"Bakit nga ba?"I asked getting curious now why he's always here,even tho I'm not with him in his darkest time.

"I don't know too haha"he chuckled tumingin pa sa harap

"andito ka kapag kailangan ko ng makakapitan salamat,kase kung wla ka baka hinde ko na alam Ang ginagawa ko ngayon"wika kopa nahihiya na sakanya ngayon na kailangan nya lagi andito pag kailangan ko ng makakapitan

"kapitan mo lang ako hanggang gusto at kailangan mo ko kahit bitawan modin ako kapag hinde Muna ako kailangan ayos lang wala nakong pake sa mangyayari"he smiled,pero Ang ngiti nya ay mapait

"Si.."I feel sorry for him

"Shhh it's okay,let it hurt"he tapped my shoulder

"why do we need to end up like this?again...Ang sakit sakit Naman eh Simon naubos ako ubos na ubos ako para sakanya"I cried

"I know"he said getting worried now

"What did I do?"I asked him,I know he doesn't know,but I want an answer right now

"Wla,Wala kang ginawa okay hinde mo ksalanan yun"wika pa nya

"Did u know na may iba na syang mahal?"I asked him getting confused if he know about what his brother doing.

"May iba na syang??...mahal?"naguguluhan nyang tanong

"Yeah that's what he told me earlier,that asshole...ilove him wholeheartedly "I faked a laugh.

"Shhh kaya mo toh"he comfort me

"Kailan ko ba hinde kinaya?"I chuckled, remembering what I had done....kung ano lahat ng kinaya ko...ng mag isa.

"isa ka sa pinakamatapang na babaeng nakilala ko that's why i lo.....nothing"he suddenly stopped

"What?"I asked

"Nothing"he said at tumingin sa malayo

"Tsk u get me curious now."I laughed

"not now,I don't know when but not now lyra...not now"he said at uminom na sa beer nya

"Right... let's just drink for now"I said at uminom ng hawak ko na beer

"cheers to the love we can't have"he cheer

"Cheers!!!!"I shouted,to let out the pain....

:)