wrong number----- avengers fanfic

'19' restrain

Nat pov

It was hard.

I knew exactly where her uncle was and on my way to get y/n's I came up with exactly 32 ways to end his life in the most painful way possible. And I might've done it if I hadn't thought of the repercussions of it.

What would happen to Y/n? She'd be in the system, who knows what kind of family she'd end up in. The thought of adopting her crossed my mind but I couldn't. She didn't even trust me. At least I didn't think so. And I didn't trust myself, trying to raise a teenage girl, I was barely learning how to take care of myself.

I walk into the kitchen and make her a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and cut it diagonally. I restrained myself from walking out the door and beating her uncle until he's begging me to kill him just to end his suffering.

"Take this to y/n" I handed the tray to Clint who was in the kitchen with me. I shoved my way past him but he gripped my arms and pulled me back in front of him.

"I know what you're feeling, ok?"
"Trust me, we're all feeling it, but we can't help y/n if we can't handle our violent impulses"

I know he's right and that's the part I hate the most.

"I know, I will" I promised him. "I'll be back later, I'm going to go for a walk to clear my head"

"I'll go with you" he offered but I shook my head no.

"Too late. We don't have to talk. We'll just walk. Maybe catch a couple thieves"

"Go give y/n her lunch and then let's go" I ordered. He followed my directions and leaves to y/ns room in the med bay.

Y/n pov

I'm in so much pain. Mentally and physically. Because physically I can't take any more beating and mentally I just want all my suffering to end. Then I think maybe I did something to deserve what I'm going through. The thought becomes more and more distressing as I focus on it even more. Tears are still running down my cheeks hard and fast. My heart feels as if it's being squeezed so tightly it's going to burst.

Every movement I make still causes me an immense amount of pain and I just want it all to stop.

Clint walks in holding a tray.

"Where's Nat?" I say instinctively. I regret asking as soon as I do because Clint chuckles softly.

"She's downstairs, she feeling a little overwhelmed..." his voice fades out.

"Was it me?" I panic. "Did I do something wrong? I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to."

"Kid no, never apologize for things that are out of your control. None of this is your fault. Don't blame yourself." He sets the tray down on my bedside table.

"No one like you should ever go through the things you've gone through, Nat's feeling overwhelmed because she knows it too."

"It's fine. You guys can't do anything about it" I mumble.

I hear Clint sigh because he knows I'm right.

"Can I just be alone?" I ask politely. "I'm not in the mood for visitors."

Clint nods and turns away to leave.

"Where's my phone?" I ask before he strays away from my sight.

"Bedside drawer" he answers and leaves.

I open the drawer and find all of my belongings or at least the ones that were in my pocket the day I was found.

A half empty pack of gum, torn up earbuds that weren't like that, a lighter, two bandaids, a hair tie and my phone. I grab my phone and open it.

I go to my messages. I click on Mj's first.

Pookie wookie
Girl wya??
Ur not at school??

Delivered a week ago

Helloooo??? If ur tryna ghost me it wont work cs I will spam my way back to u

Amigaaaa (friend)

Donde estas pendeja??? (Where are you dumbass)

Lolll my Honors Spanish is showing🤭

Delivered 3 days ago

Wait I'm tryna b chill about this but actually where are u

I'm actually getting worried

Do I need to go to the cops

Dudeeee seriously where are u
Peter says he hasn't seen u either
Dude pls where r u I can't lose u rn pls where are u

Delivered a day ago

I smile to myself knowing she cared so much about me.

Y/n
I'm ok girl I'm so sorry I'll tell u everything when I go back I promise

I'm so sorry for everything Ilysmmm🫶🏽

I leave her chat and go to peters

Bsffffffffff
Dude we had chemistry hw and I didn't know
Did u do it????

Delivered a week ago

Bitch wtf why r u ghosting me?? I had to turn in an empty sheet of paper for chemistry cs u never showed🙄

Delivered 6 days ago

Why aren't u coming to school??
Ik u miss some days but it's never been this much
Teachers r asking for u

U got hella work to catch up on

Delivered 4 days ago

Where are u like actually?? Don't b getting me worried bro cs I'm actually scared rn

Ik u had a bunch of shut going but ion think suicide would b ur way to go

Would it???? Nahhh

Nah?

Pls say no🙏

Delivered 2 days ago

Y/n
I'm ok Peter I'm sorry for giving u such a scare
Ur right tho I wouldn't commit suicide
I'm too pretty to die🤭😍😘🥰🤞🏽🫶🏽

I was about to open Mae's chat when something comes over me.

A/n

Oml u guys I keep forgetting this exists but anywayssssss

How have my honey bunches been????
Is there any tea y'all need to spill

YK I'm always here for the tea🥰🥰

But ong I went out on Saturday and I got into a fist fight w my Bsf😝🥰😘😍🤭🤞🏽🤙🏾🫶🏽😛🤪😚☺️ not like an actual fight more like a friendly fade ifykwim but I got my ass beat asf but in my defense she's two hrs older than me soooooo🌚🌚 anyways it was sm fun if do it again🌚🤙🏾🤙🏾🤙🏾🤙🏾🤙🏾 I think that's a lil controversial but anywayssssssss I have a science test in Wednesday but I have my great America field trip on Friday so I'm excited omgg🤪🤪🤪

Don't b ghost readers I love yapping u guys already know that🤭

Bye honey bunches

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