Breathless

Breathless Part 6

The day was long, or so it felt. You sat at your desk, waiting for it to be 5:30. So you could finally go home, and skype your boyfriend, Jensen.

Its been almost a whole month since you saw him. And sure, you were used to the long distance, but this was the longest you've gone, and it was beginning to take a toll on you.

But there was more than just the distance that bugged you, you and Jensen haven't gotten the chance to actually talk in what seems like forever. He has been so busy filming and travelling for conventions, and you were busy working and taking care of a now pregnant Gen.

You know Jensen loved you, but you couldn't help but feel insecure. Afraid he would meet someone else and leave you.

Your phone lit up, catching your attention.

It was a text from Gen.

She and Jared just found out they were having a beautiful baby boy and were thrilled. You were thrilled as well. They were starting a family that you got to be apart of.

'I can't pick a freakin color for his room. help?'
You chuckled to yourself.

'Ill be there after work. Don't worry.'

You placed your phone down
You were getting ready to leave, pulling all of your belongings together. It was a long day, but it wasn't over. Now you have to go see your best friend.
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You slumped into your car, and put the key into the ignition. About to head towards Gens house.

But before you left, your phone lights up. It was an incoming Skype call from the one and only. You couldn't help but squeal to yourself.

The screen loaded for a moment, until you were able to see him. He sat there with a big grin on his face.
"Hey beautiful." His lips curved up.

"Hey handsome!" You felt yourself grow more and more bashful the longer you were staring at him.
"How's my baby girl doing? I miss you like crazy." He flashed a faint smile.

You nodded and looked down at your lap. Trying to hold back the tears from falling. You missed him so much, the distance was beginning to take a toll on you and you were scared of losing him. But there was so much more than just missing him, there was something you needed to tell him, but you didn't know how.

"I'm okay." You lied.

Jensen took in a deep breath and furrowed his brows. "I know you Y/N, Something is wrong. Whats up? Talk to me babe."

You let out a soft sigh. Even though you and Jensen have been together for a little over a year, you were still scared of running him off.

"I just miss you." You exhaled.

Jensen flashed a soft smirk and nodded. "I'm sorry babe. I'll be home as soon as i can. I promise."

"I know."You forced a smile.

"I got to go though. Ill call you later okay?" He muttered.

"OK. I love you too."

The screen went dark and Jensen was gone. Back to reality.

You were used to being alone, but you hated it so much. If only you could go with him where ever he went.

You let out a long sigh and shook your head. You skid out of the parking garage and made your way to Gens.
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You and Gen worked a bit on the nursery. Getting the crib together, as well as painting the room. You both decided on starwars theme and wanted to surprise Jared before he got back home.

"Did Jensen tell you the great news?" Gen smiled.

You shot her a look and tilted your head to the side. "What news?"

She smiled and let out a small chuckle. "Misha and Victoria are expecting another baby! And its a girl."

She looked down to her belly and smiled.

You were excited for them both. Gen and Jared were starting a family. And here you were, getting to experience it with them.

"Oh my god! Thats amazing!" You cheered.

She looked up and flashed a cynical smile. As if she was plotting something evil.

"What?" You chuckled

"You're next." She winked.

"Wait what? No Jensen and I-No." You felt the blood rush up to your cheeks.

Gen stared intently at you for a moment, before she turned back to the wall. "I'm just saying. That boy loves you. Soon hes going to propose then yall will get married and then the next thing you know, You two are pregnant with your first baby."

You rolled your eyes and laughed. Though you hoped all of that would come true, you were skeptical that it was never going to happen.

"I'm serious Y/N." She stated. Meeting your gaze. "I've known Jensen for a while now, and I have never seen him be so open, so happy and comfortable with any girl like he is with you. You bring out something so bright inside of him, you make him better." She muttered.

You felt the tears stream down your cheeks and your lips curved up.

"We are so happy he found someone like you. You're amazing, and we all love you." She mirrored your actions.

"I love you guys too." You felt your voice shake.

Gen wiped her tears, and took in a deep breath. "Okay enough feels. Lets go make some dinner." She chuckled. "Want Pasta?"

You nodded and smiled. "That sounds amazing. Im starving!"
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You were finally back at home. Cozied up in your bed as you watched tv before you went to sleep.

Your phone lit up, and before you knew, it was going off. With notification after another. It was really weird especially at this time of night.

You swiped one of the tweets and opened your phone. There was a post going around about Jensen, that people were tagging you in.

In bold letters, you read the words "Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki were in a car accident!"

You could feel your entire body grow numb and cold. Your heart felt as if it dropped to the pit of your stomach. This had to be a dream.

You dialed Gens number, as you propped up out of bed, and pulled a hoodie over your head.

"hello?" She muttered. Her voice was shaky, and she sounded like she has been crying.

"Hey! I just found out about the accident!" Your voice was loud and you couldn't control your emotions. "Are they ok! Did you talk to Jared? Where's cliff has he called you?"

You could hear her take in a deep breath. "No. I don't know what's going on. The hospital just called me a few minutes ago. But I'm booking a flight right now. Are you coming?" She exhaled.

"Yeah. I'll be there soon. I am going to pack." I muttered.

The line went dead, and you felt your stomach churn. Your heart rate profusely as you threw whatever you needed into the bag. Never in your life, have you felt this scared. And you couldn't shake it.
Silent tears shed from your eyes as you pulled your hair up in a bun.

"Please be okay." You whispered to yourself. Your chest tightened, and your throat was closing. Or so it felt.

Every bad thing popped up in your head. Every thing that could happen. And though you tried to think positively, you couldn't. You could hardly breathe.
You pulled your bag over your shoulder, and made your way to the car.

Your phone went off, making you jump.
"Hello?" You exhaled.