Breathless

Breathless Part 16

You could feel your stomach churn as you tightened your grip on the bouquet of red roses.
Today you were going to marry the man of your dreams. The man who you have loved for so many years. And though you wished things could have gone so differently, you knew that it only made you both stronger.
JJ was only 2. And though she wasn't sure as to what was happening, she had nothing but a big smile on her face. She stood beside you, holding your pinky with her little hand.
"Hey, you ready?" Your best friend whispered, squeezing your arm.
You nodded and flashed a soft smile.
Before the doors opened, you felt hands clutch on to your shoulders, making you jump.
"You look absolutely beautiful!" Gen squealed. Her smile big as ever.
"Thank you." You chuckled.
Before she could say another word, the music began, Cueing you all into your places. You couldnt help but feel anxious. Scared even. Hoping you wouldn't mess up.
Jensen waited at the end of the aisle. His nerves working up a sweat, as he went over his vows in his head. He looked up, watching each of the bridesmaids and groomsmen walk down the aisle. He watched Tom and JJ walk simultaneously together, giggling amongst each other.
But as they made their way to the end, it was time for the bride.
His gaze focused at the door. His heart pounding and his palms were sweaty. He grew more anxious as each second ticked by.
You took in a deep breath, and started your way. The doors slowly crept open, making you visible.
As he laid his eyes on you, all he could do was Smile.

Until his eyes started to tear and he tried to contain himself. His stomach fluttered with every step you took. In that moment, Jensen felt like the luckiest man in the world. To him, he was about to marry the most beautiful woman he has ever laid his eyes on. And out of all the people in the world, you chose him.
You couldn't believe your eyes. He looked so handsome, and staring endlessly at one another, it felt as if it were only you two there. All your worries, they disappeared instantly.
You couldn't help but cry. Nothing but pure bliss filled you. This was it, you were marrying your best friend.
As you reached his side, you noticed the tears streaming down his freckled cheeks. His lips curving up into the smile you loved. His eyes never leaving yours.
"Hi." He mouthed.
"Hi." You slipped your hand in his, and felt your stomach flutter.
As the pastor went on, you tried so hard to refrain yourself from pressing your lips to his.
He made small circles on the back of your hand, making you feel at ease.
"The two have written their own vows, they'd like to share." The pastor muttered.
You pulled out the handwritten paper you wrote your vows on. And took in a deep breath.
"I can't believe where we are today. It feels like yesterday, we were at the convention, and Y/F/N noticed you staring right at me. And who would've thought that by leaving my phone on my seat, would help me score such a hottie!" You teased, making the crowd and Jensen laugh. "I love you, J. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I know that I don't communicate that well, and I can be pretty crazy sometimes-" you chuckled. "But I promise to never stop trying. To always work at this and never let you down. I vow that no matter the circumstances are, good or bad, that we will always be us. We will always continue to never take a normal picture, we will act like giant goofballs and enjoy what the world has to offer together. I vow to help you love life, and to be your best friend. I love you more than I can put into words, so I promise I will do whatever I can to show you every day for the rest of our lives how much you mean to me." You smiled.
Jensen bit his lower lip, holding back his tears. He pulled his paper out, and tried to hold his composure. He looked up at you, and flashed a smile, his eyes were glossy from the tears.
"Y/N, before I met you, I was just any other guy, walking awkwardly through life. I didn't know who I was, I didn't know what it was to live for. I will never forget the day, my heart first skipped a beat for you." Jensen paused, sniffing as he wiped a tear from gliding down his cheek. He cleared his throat and returned his gaze back to the paper. "You were standing in the front row, looking up at me with such adoration and I couldn't help but be mesmerized. You were so beautiful and I knew I had to find out who you were. Since the day that I met you, I have felt whole, complete. I'm living my life with purpose and intentions. The best part of it all is I get to spend the rest of my life with you. Today I vow to love you desperately, each and every day. To respect you, to protect you and defend you. To be your best friend. To listen to you, to talk with you. And I vow that no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other."
You felt the lump in your throat tighten, and your tears stream. Hearing his vow made you realize that you have found your soulmate.
"I now pronounce you, husband and wife. Jensen, you may now kiss the bride!" The pastor exclaimed.
Jensen flashed a smile, as he placed his hands on your hip, pulling you in closer. You cupped his face and crashed your lips to his. Sparks igniting in not only you, but in him to.
Everyone cheered and clapped as you both chuckled.
"I love you." He brushed over your lips.
"I love you too." You whispered.
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(A year later)
You finished cleaning up the kitchen. Tired from all the running around you did for the party you were having next week.
"Mommy!" JJ yelped. In her mind, she had two mommies. You and Danneel.
"What's wrong baby?" You knelt down to her level.
"Jaxon wearing glasses!" She yelled.
You saw your little boy walking toward you both. His smile growing as he inched closer.
You couldn't help but chuckle. "Wow, well don't you look handsome?"
You pulled out your phone and faced it toward your son. "Come on Jax, let's show daddy your new style!"
Without hesitation, Jaxon scrunched his little nose and flashed a smile. Showing nothing but his teeth.
"My turn! My turn!" JJ exclaimed.
You only but nodded and faced the camera to her.
She scrunched her nose, puckered her lips and closed her eyes. Making you and Jax both laugh.
"That's my girl, taking silly pictures like her daddy!" You squealed.
You pulled them both in, planting kisses on their faces and tickled their sides. Listening to them giggle was like music to your ears. They were your life, your everything. This was exactly everything you have ever wanted.
"Can we go see Tom and Shep?" JJ asked, giving you her famous puppy dog eyes she learned from her uncle Jared.
"Sure. Go get your shoes on, and can you find Jaxons for me?"
She nodded, and slid her hand into her brothers and darted off. Her squeals slowly fading as she made her way further down the hall.
You put the pictures together, side by side and sent it to Jensen;
'It's official, we have the cutest kids in the world!' You texted.
Jensen was in Vancouver, shooting and directing for the show. Luckily, he was sitting in his trailer with Jared, taking a break from the long day.
He opened his text, and couldn't help but smile and chuckle as he gazed endlessly at the picture you sent him.
"What's so funny?" Jared muttered, shoving a handful of gummy bears into his mouth.
Jensen showed him the picture, his lips curving into a smile.
"My kids are crazy." He cackled.
'Yea we do! They take after you, that's for sure!' He texted back.

Jensen saved the picture on his phone, before placing it down on to the table.
He pulled a chair up next to Jared and plopped down.
"It's crazy." He muttered.
"What is?" Jared mumbled, with his mouth full of candy.
"We have a family of our own! Two beautiful kids, a smokin hot wife, a job that is doing pretty damn well, and fans that only love and support us!" He gushed. "I mean, seriously man, you and I are probably the luckiest guys on earth."
Jared nodded, and smiled at his comment. "That's for sure." He lifted his beer bottle into the air. "Here's to a good life."
Jensen gently clinked his bottle against Jareds before taking a sip.
"Are you excited for the party this Friday? Can't believe Jaxon is finally going to be 2!" Jared belted.
"Yea man! Time is going by so fast. It's crazy. JJ is 4! And now Jax is going to be 2? Dang, I feel old." He chuckled.
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You remembered the day you found out you were pregnant.
You had different emotions roaming through you. One moment you were excited, then you grew sad. Afraid even. You were scared to go through the same situation as before, and you were nervous.
"Hey, can I come in?" Jensen whispered through the door.
"Y-yeah." You forced out. You hid the pregnancy test behind your back and faced him.
It was a year after his split with Danneel.
"Hey, are you okay? You've been kind of distant all morning?" Jensen muttered, taking small steps toward you.
As much as you wanted to ignore the inevitable, you couldn't. You didn't want what happened last time, to reoccur. So instead, you took in a deep breath and pulled your hand out.
"I'm pregnant." You whispered.
Jensen glanced down at the pregnancy test in your hand.
His eyes grew wide, as his lips slowly curved up.
"We're having a baby?!" He asked, his voice shook with excitement.
Your eyes met his, and you noticed the tears streaming down his cheeks.
"We're having a baby." You muttered. Those words made the situation more real. It finally hit you, you were having a baby with Jensen.
He wrapped his arms around you, lifting your feet off the ground as he spun you around.
Gently placing you down, he crashed his lips to yours. Molding as one.
"I love you Y/N." He whispered.
"I love you too."