Our Love: The Ups And Downs..

Message 2

Dear A

I will never forget the day I met you. In walks this dude, mid sentence and starts up a conversation. My first thought was how rude lol, my next, let me hurry up and see what he wants so I can go about my day. Yet for some reason you wouldn't leave. I think we set down in that cafeteria that day and talked for about 3 hours. Which is something I Dont usually do with strangers. That seemed to be the pattern for the days to come. I couldn't help but think damn this dude talks a lot, but I like his smile, and accent so I guess he straight. Then my next thought was well maybe he needs someone in his life to just listen, who am I to not help someone in need. Well I couldn't have been more wrong. See I thought it was you who needed me but what I didn't realize at the moment was it was me who needed you. I needed a real friend, I needed a light in my life. I didn't realize how much until I thought of losing you. I didn't realize how much I lived my life on the suface too afraid to get to close to people for fear of getting hurt. With you it was like all the walls I built up for so long meant nothing. They crumbled so fast that I can't even remember when it happened. I can't remember when you became so important to me. When I looked forward to seeing you each day, or when I would miss you if I didn't get a text message. Lol smh always blue ticking people. Its a sad thing when you Dont realize how lost you are in this big world. I never realized how lost I was until you found me. You inspire me to be a better person. I admire your strength, you determination, and how big your heart is. You are so blessed something I seen from the beginning. I know you will go on to do great things in this world, just stay true to who you are. I trust you completely, something I never thought I'd experience with someone. I honestly can't imagine never meeting you. Being your friend is so effortlessly, like it was supposed to be this way. Regardless I will cherish and appreciate
our memories new and old. I have found a friend for life, something I have always wanted but didn't realize I needed until you. I love you soo much and there is nothing I wouldn't do for you. Thanks for being a friend..

Merry Christmas!!!