The Shitty Author's Spam Book

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quick update on my life :)

okay so I went back to an out-patient hospital (Idk if I already told you guys???) it was fun but the reason wasn't pretty but that's a conversation for another day

I'm back in public school yay

I'm doing okay in my classes except math I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail that class and my final test.

I'm getting better at coping with gym class and not having a mini meltdown before class in the bathroom and having to splash water on my face to get myself together.

I got married to soursmolbeans and Taidana_Senpai revoked her blessing but we have more people to give us their blessing (((:

I'm still having a pretty shit time at home and my hands have a lot of scabs bc I keep biting and scratching at them so I won't hurt anyone else but at least I can hold a pencil without feeling pain bc my pain tolerance is waay higher now

I'm also getting slightly better at singing but not much bc I'm pretty much talentless and I wish I could sing or play guitar or at least fucking draw nicely

also I'm sick with *bang bang* allERGIES lol my throat fucking hurts and I have a runny nose :'))

sorry I haven't written anything I'm on spring break next week and I'll be studying the math material so I won't fail with a ridiculously low grade but I'll try to squeeze some writing time in there so y'all don't hunt me down and feed me mustard for not updating anything. wtf is wrong with me sorry I'm writing this at 1:39am. also I think I'll change the ship of the fic I'll try to work on to frerard or maybe I will keep the joshler idea but idk.

my friend is convinced I'm pure mcr trash and I don't have blood in me but mcr 3dgy 1yric5. they're more on the tøp fandom and tHEY DON'T LISTEN TO MCR BUT A FEW SONGS WTF HOW HAVE YOU NOT DIED YET

at least they don't prefer the tøp cover of Cancer thank the almighty geesus

but they don't read fanfic at all like wow kudos to you for not spiraling down this hell hole stay up there don't end up like me and don't read asotm bc you'll have nightmares and pull at your hair like me

I also found out I'm good at pronouncing French words and phrases but I'm too lazy to say/look for any phrases other than sacre bleu and merci pour le venin

I'm also getting a cat named Arabella with soursmolbeans when we move in together in a couple of years

I can't think of anything else to say

love y'all darlings

-mena