Quotes/Poems-Different Kinds

I'm sorry, okay?

Thought's spin 'round my head,

It makes me want to stay in bed,

Words unspoken,

Things unseen,

Everything isn't what it seems.

All the ghosts come out to play,

All i want is for it to go away,

Everything is better when pretending,

It's when reality hits it's never ending.

Days come and go,

But all I want is to say no,

For the days seem longer and nights are worse,

I scream til my throat is starting to burst,

Trying to escape from reality is a lot to take,

It's gonna take more than that to make me fucking break.

All alone with only the ghosts left,

I'm finding it hard not to bleed to death,

Their getting louder and louder

Chanting and raving and screaming out loud,

'What the heck did I do?'

'Was I being a cow?'

I'm sorry okay,

What more can i say,

I'm begging and pleading on my knees,

But the problems just won't flee,

I don't know how to fix this,

I'm scared and confused.

With no-one to help,

Why would they anyway?

I'm just the girl that's quiet, stupid and dull,

Even i would pull the plug and go.

The whispers have gone now,

I'm truly alone,

I sit here thinking of thoughts that should be gone,

Why won't they leave?

Why can't I have peace?

I'm going now,

My eyes are sleepy,

I guess that's what I deserve,

Goodnight for now,

I wish you well,

Stay strong my dear.

Don't be like me,

My walls are dark,

But yours are light,

Stay strong my dear,

You are clear.

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So sorry for late update more will be posted soon. Thank you for everyone that has stuck with me. x

P.S. I did write this so please don't steal.