Chapter 76.

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[Alec]
Look, Dorothea only gave me 10 minutes to talk to you, and I didn't get the chance to say everything I wanted. Magnus Bane, I love you more than you possibly can imagine. Sure, it scares me sometimes, but I wouldn't want it any other way. I want you to know that I'm sorry. You have always trusted me, and I do trust you. When I see you with other people, I get jealous because they're all so good at communicating with you. Me? Have you ever listened to me? I'm a awkward, stuttering, mess, that is overthinking the smallest things. You can have whoever you want, and I still can't believe that you actually chose me, Alexander Lightwood. Like you already know, I'm not good at apologises, but I truly am sorry. I don't know if you ever can forgive me, but if you can, I'm ready to start over. I'm ready to love you for the rest of my life. Hell, I'm ready to love you even when I'm dead. Seeing you as broken as you were today, it killed me. When I look at you, I don't want to see pain in those beautiful eyes of yours, especially not pain caused by me. I want to look and you and see you smiling back at me, like the old times. This message won't probably change how things are between us, but no matter what happens, I'll always love you ♡

[Magnus]
Alexander

[Alec]
If you don't want me anymore, say it. Magnus, I can handle it. All I care about is your happiness and if you're not happy with me, I'll leave you alone

[Magnus]
I don't want you, Alexander Lightwood

[Alec]
Oh

[Magnus]
Can you just shut up for a moment and let me continue? Thank you very much. Look, I don't want you Alexander Lightwood, I need you. There's a huge difference between those two

[Alec]
Excuse me?

[Magnus]
Did you really think that you would get rid of me that easy? Alexander, I love you more than anything in this cruel world. Sure, I have lived through centuries and I have had different relationships, but no one like you

[Alec]
You love me?

[Magnus]
My little confused cupcake, I never stopped loving you and guess what? I never will ♡

[Alec]
MAGNUS, I AM SO SORRY. CAN YOU EVER FORGIVE ME? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I CAN'T LOSE YOU

[Magnus]
Of course I forgive you. People makes mistakes all the time, and it's okay. As long as there's love, there's hope

[Alec]
Can I come over? I haven't cried like this since I was maybe 5 years old and I just need to hold you in my arms

[Magnus]
You're always welcome over, Alexander. The door is going to be unlocked for you in all eternity ♡

[Alec]
I love you so much, Magnus Bane

[Magnus]
I love you too, Alexander Lightwood

MALEC IS BACK TOGETHER BITCHES😻 IT'S TIME TO CELEBRATE!

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