CHAPTER 26

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Namjoon POV

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Uyeoni anninikka

DNA



"Backstage backstage!!" One of the crews shouted.

Where are we? Concert in Japan.

We hurriedly walk to the backstage and the makeup artists started arranging us. We changed our outfits as fast as we can.

When we stepped out the stage, I breathe deeply.  Finally, no rushing.

"Annyeeooong !!!" Jungkook shouted which makes the audience louder

"Konbanwa" Goodevening Yoongi hyung shouted

I just smiled to everyone. We are tired yet when we saw the crowd happy our tiredness melts as well.

"So tonight we're going to sing let go" I shouted then the light suddenly turn off


Then the light pointed to Jungkook.

"Sayonara no
Mae ni let go
De mo kokoro no meiro
No naka de mayou"


"Sutereo kara mono e
Wakaremichi wa sō"

That was my sign. Next line is for me.

"Kore ga chiriyuku unmei nara ba
My last letter"

I stiffened when I remembered her. Roseanne.

"Tsuzuru kotoba, kaite wa keshiteru"

I want to say so many things to her..

"Kimi e no omoi waso many to let go
Unpuzzle my Lego"

But I choose to let her go instead of saying those things.

"Moto no katachi ni modorenai level
So be it. Don't cry"

I bite my lips. Though im not yet ready..

"I'm 'a let you go and fly"

Nilayo ko ang mic at huminga ng malalim.

"Sewashinaku suru hibi
Keeping myself busy"

Im always doing that, trying to do many things but at the end of the day it's still her.

"Magirawasu tame umekonda schedule
De mo wasurerarenai yo
Nōri ni yakitsuiterulike tattoo"

No matter what things I do, she's stuck in my mind just like a tattoo.

"Ano koro ni wa modorenai ne
Dekiru koto nara call your name"

I badly wanted to do that...but, I just can't ..

"No... but uketomeru your blame
Hontō niit is time to say goodbye"

Those smile, those tears, those times I spent with her.. I just cant let it go..

"Sayonara no
Mae ni let go
De mo kokoro no meiro
No naka de mayou"

I got to let go though I cannot .

"Sutereo kara mono e
Wakaremichi wa sō
Tsuzukudarō"

Jungkook exhaled deeply and hit the chorus.

"Ima-kimi no te o
Hanaseru yō ni"

I remembered how Roseanne love Jungkook's voice.

"I gotta let you know
That I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
De mo nigenai
I'm ready to let go"

Yoongi tapped my back and gave me a towel. Telling me to wipe my face. Oh christ. I'm crying now. I hurriedly wiped my tears and smiled.

"I'm ready to let go"

I can let go! Oh why am I even fooling myself?

"I'm ready to let go"

"Imagoro doko de nan o shiteru
Tōku hanarete dare o omou
Kimi ga inai seikatsu wa mō
Unbelievable"

"Sore de mo iku shika nein da
Ore ga aishisugita hito
Karamisugite karamiatta ito
Tokenakunatte betsu no michi o ayumu"

"Sono tame ni I'll say goodbye
Hajimari wa itsu no hi mo
Ame no naka kakushita namida no saki ni"

I really can't deny the fact that when I came back here in Korea, I don't feel home. Because she's my home.

"Matteruyarinaosō
Mata mirai de egao de"

I can wait, can wait for us to see in the future

"Aeru yō ni"

I really hope that I'll meet you with a smile.

"Ima-kimi no te o
Hanaseru yō ni"

With your smile... Her assuring smile..

"I gotta let you know
That I need to let you go"
Hard to say goodbye
De mo nigenai

"I'm ready to let go
I'm ready to let go
I'm ready to let go"

This song makes me cry. Damnit. I feel like this song is for me..

"Futari de mita sora no iro
Futari ga ita michi no kaori"

The color of the sky we both saw....the path we both made..

"Wasurenaide ite"

Oh christ. That voiceeee is sooooo dramatic

"Ima-kimi no te o
Hanaseru yō ni"

In letting go of your hands and wasting of the plans we've both decided ...

"I gotta let you know
That I need to let you go
Hard to say goodbye
De mo nigenai"

"I'm ready to let go"

I can let gooooo..Damnit.. I can..

"I'm ready to let go"

Roseanne——I'll forget her

"I'm ready to let go"

I really caaaan...

"I'm ready to let go"

Im going to move on...

"I'm ready to let go"

Okay, Oh christ. I really cannot move because I love her so damn much that it freakin hurts me.

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