The Cursed Alpha

(53) Alpha And Luna

Chapter 53 (EDITED)

Alpha and Luna

When I wake up again, Andrés isn't in the room instead my mom is standing by my desk looking at the  framed pictures, I notice my closet door open and a few of my clothes hanged, of course, she hung them up.

" mom?" i breath out 

my mom turns around quickly " sweetheart" she smiles putting the picture back, she walks to over to my bed " how are you feeling? you look pretty good"

"thanks " I smile and sit up so I can hug her, I wrap my arms around her pull her close to me, it feels so good to hug her. 

" I am sorry about dad," I tell her

"it's okay honey, I'm fine" my mom replies rubbing my back " I am fine"

I didn't believe her, I know that she was putting on an act that's how my mother is, she never puts herself first, she always puts other people feelings before her. I know that losing your mate comes with a great deal of pain. 

"you know it's okay to grieve, right?" I ask " take some time, if you need to"

my mom shakes her head at that " I can't do that, it's okay Amma, grief is overrated especially when you are a luna"

I raise my brows " what can I do to help?" I ask, 

I know my mom she's going to do things her way and I can't change that, I just need to be there for her.

"this pack need to recover as soon as possible from the loss of their alpha, I need to appoint an alpha ASAP"

" who are you thinking of?" I ask her.

Is the beta Matthew  going to take over now? I hope not.

" well, since you're an alpha" my mom says

that makes me laugh, I seriously can't help but laugh out loud just thinking about me being alpha of a whole pack, that would seriously be a disaster.

" Amma, I'm serious, be serious" my mom frowns "I've talked to Andrés-"

"you've talked to Andrés? mom! you can't be serious I can't be the alpha! I don't know the first thing about being an alpha" I snap getting off the bed

" did he agree to this?" I sniffle

yes, I was getting upset because if Andrés agreed to me being an alpha that would mean that he doesn't want to be with me, I mean why else would he agree to it? that would mean I will stay here and he will leave.

"he did- but Amma let me finish" my mom sighs,

I get off the bed, I am angry now because, after everything, after the 'i love you's' how could he just decide to leave me?

I rush out of the room and sniff out his scent once I find it, I follow it and it leads me to the guest house, once I get there I walk in not caring that I was just wearing a robe and nothing else, not even shoes.

the guest houses has four bedrooms, the first bedroom door was closed and I could practically feel Andrés that's how close he was, and his scent was coming off strong.

I twist the doorknob and walk in.

"Wha- Amma?!" Andrés quickly wraps the towel around his waist," I thought you were someone else, what are you even doing here?"

okay, I was not prepared for this. Andrés just came out of the shower and he was dripping wet.

I am fine, I can do this. I won't get distracted by his body.