RENOWN SERIES 1: Doubtlessly Mine ✔

Chapter 2 ✔

It's almost 2 years since I got married with that kuto. We got married two months after announcing our engagement within the entire family of Kim and Villaflor. We planned on filing an annulment after 3 months after we got married pero, pinanganak atang may balat sa pwet ang lalaking 'yon kaya hindi natuloy. His grandmother got sick and stayed in the hospital for almost a year at gustong-gusto nito na palagi kaming nakikita at kami ang gustong magbantay sa kaniya. Kaya ang nangyari salitan kami ni kuto. If I have class he will be the one to look for grandma after my class ako naman dahil may mga shooting schedules din siya. He is an actor. And that is also the reason why our marriage is only within the family kasi ayaw niyang masira career niya. Like, hello? I don't like to be married to him 'no? Because he of his job. Lahat na uungkat kapag artista ka.

After his grandmother got well, I thought we can now proceed to our plan but no, his grandmother wants us to visit her every Saturday and now, they're asking us to give them a grandchild. Everything was just so frustrating. Gusto kong bumalik sa panahong 5 years old pa lang ako. 'Yong umiiyak lang ako dahil sa laruan, gutom or dahil gusto akong patulugin ni Nana During pero ayoko.

I'm in my second year of completing my residency and they're asking me for a grandchild? Don't they know that it is so hard to get pregnant while studying?

And, ew! I wouldn't like to have sex with that kuto. Over my dead sexy body! Make love, pwede pa. Oo na! I fell in love with that arrogant man. Sino ba ang hindi? He may be arrogant but sometimes he's sweet. Siguro? Well, at least for me. Kung nakikita niya akong nag-aaral pa rin kahit madaling araw na, he will give me a glass milk and cookies. The cookies that I baked, of course. Mababaw ba? Mababaw na kung mababaw.

And, oh! Before I forgot, I live with that kuto for almost 2 years now. After a month getting married, my mom and his grandparents forced us to live together. They bought a house for us. It's not too big and is also not too small. Tamang-tama lang na palagi naming nakikita at makakasalamuha ang isa't-isa. Okay na din 'yon para mas lalo akong mainspire. Charr! Pero ngayon, madalas madaling araw na siyang umuuwi. He's so busy with his acting career and with the ZK Pharmaceuticals. Inilipat na kasi sa kaniya ang kalahati nito after our marriage. Parang naging trophy wife pa ako dahil dun.

They're asking us why I don't get pregnant? Well, kasalanan nila 'yon. Bakit ba kasi nila nilagyan ng tatlong kwarto ang bahay the reason why we're not staying at the same room. At kahit na iisang room lang meron ang bahay na ito I wouldn't want to stay at the same room with him.

Sa labas siya matutulog. Aba! Bakit ako ba ang mag-aadjust? Hindi ako makakapagfocus sa pag-aaral kung iisang kwarto lang kami.

Though, my room is connected to his. Iisa lang 'yong bathroom namin. Pagitan ng room namin ay 'iyong bathroom. I can go directly to his room if I wanted to. Pinipigilan ko lang ang sarili ko dahil baka marape ko siya. Echos lang!

Noong araw din na lumipat kami ay tsaka ko lang nalaman na artista pala ang lalaking 'yon. I was like, OH MY GOODNESS! WHY?! Malay ko ba. Hindi naman ako kasi nanonood ng TV. 'Yong mga naging crush ko na celebrity ay nakikita ko lang 'yon sa search section ng Instagram. Fate is really playing on me. Years ago I told my friends that I don't want to have a celebrity boyfriend but, WHAT IN A FREAKING WORLD HAPPENED?! I got an actor as my HUSBAND. As in ASAWA! Kinain ko lang naman ang sinabi ko noon.

He wouldn't like his fans to know that I am his wife. Noon okay lang sakin dahil wala pa naman akong feelings sa kaniya. Pero noong tumagal, nasasaktan na ako. Sometimes, I get jealous. I wanted to shout at those ladies that he is my husband but I can't dahil baka magagalit siya sa akin at baka tuluyang iwan na nga ako. This is freaking frustrating!

I am currently cleaning the house. Matapos kong mag-mop ay pinunasan ko 'yong bintana. I don't like to have maids here. Kaya ko namang maglinis at hindi naman masyadong madumi dahil hindi naman kami nagtatagal dito sa bahay. Siya madalas wala dahil may shooting o kaya pumupunta sa company. Ako naman, busy sa pag-aaral o kaya pumupunta sa Cafe ni Kyza. Tinutulungan ko siya doon. Masaya kaya maging waitress. Pero hindi niya ako binabayaran, syempre tulong ko na 'yon sa kaniya. No, binabayaran niya pala ako ng CAKE at solve na ako.