the soft boy ~ J.H.

~ chapter 14 ~

morgan's pov

i walk over to the boys and jaden goes over to tayler table, dixie and avani are here, why is avani here if anthony isn't is what i want to know, anyway
"hey morgan, you okay" bryce asked as he pulled me into a hug, he then whispered in my ear "anthony told me what happened" i wanted to burst into tears, but i didn't because i couldn't we stayed like that till jaden and tayler came over "hey morgan can we talk" i heard tayler say and i just wanted to hug him, i'm tiny compared to tayler so his hugs are the best but i didn't i just nodded and walked away with him
"first of all, i'm sorry for how charli acting and i'll talk to her, second i'm sorry we've drifted a bit, and what's happened, why isn't ant here and why do you look like your gonna cry" tayler said/asked "urm my parents are getting- my parents are divorced and my mum went on a rage last night and destroyed the house, i slept at jadens but it was a very messy night" as i said that tears started pouring out of my eyes and charli noticed, we weren't on speaking turns but she come over quickly and engulfed me in a hug aswell as tayler, when we all let go charli said "morgan i'm sorry for how i acted i just thought i was gonna loose you" "never charli, never, your the sister i never had" i said laughing "you are too, even tho i have dixie" we both laughed and i noticed the boys had left, i went to sit down with them and we talked until the bell went, we went to class -skip class cause we boring-

it was the end of the day, my english teacher held me back and told me that i needed to pull up my maths and science grades, my english grade are great but i needed to do better in my other subjects, i walked over to my locker and all i could think about was what she said, i threw my books in and slammed my locked shut, i leant my head against and sighed
"you good princess" i heard a voice next to me ask, i looked up and saw jaden, i smiled "ye kinda, just need to blow off some steam, too much shit has happened in the past 24 hours" i said as i stood up straight, jaden flung his arm over my shoulder and i held onto him hanging hand as we walked down the corridor and out the doors to his car "soooo, you down to come to the studio still, it's one of the best places to blow off steam in my opinion" jaden asked as he opened his car door and got in, i got in next to him "honestly, it's sound amazing right now" i said and he smiled so wide "great, let's go" and with that we were on our way to the studio jaden goes to

he booked it out for 3 hours knowing we would both be in there, when we got there two people were there, we got out the car and walked up to them
"yo em how's in going?" jaden said as he went to dab up his manager, she just looked at him "alright, anyway this is morgan reeves" jaden continued "ahhhh so this is the girl all your songs are about" emma (jadens manager) said as jaden tried to shush her, i just laughed quietly "i'm emma, jadens managed" she introduced herself and went to shake my hand, i shook her hand "morgan reeves, jaden friend?" i said laughing as i didn't know how to introduce myself, she also laughed "i'm jake, jadens music producer" he other person introduced himself as i shook him hand "its nice to meet you" he smiled and looked me up and down slightly but i didn't notice, jaden put his hand around my waist "let's get going then" jaden said as we walked inside, i insisted jaden sang first so he went in there and sang a song called 'so what' apparently it was one of his new songs, i was sat with his manager and his music producer was stood near the microphone next to the glass and jaden was on the other side
"you do understand this song is about you" emma said as she turned to face me "huh?" i question "ye he's been sat writing more and spending a lot of time here and when we asked him all he said was that there was this girl and then when we met you today, we instantly knew that it was you, have you two be hanging around with him recently" she said and asked "ye we've been hanging around for about a month and a half, and we went on a date like 3 days ago" i told her, i'm actually happy about this "that's cute, so you song write" she asked "ye but not like seriously, i just write whatever pops into my head i guess" i respond "can i see some?" she asked me "sure" i said as i rummaged through my bag trying to get my notebook out, she a professional so i just hand her the book and let her pick one to read, she flicked through the pages till she stopped on one and read over it, it was one of the only songs i had fully finished and had a beat to and everything "i like this, i can feel the emotion in it, what's it about" i look over and see that she's looking at the same song jaden saw, the one about him "urmm, a boy" "jaden" she said with a smile, i couldn't help but smile and nod "can you sing it today" she asked and i suddenly got really nervous "i- urmm, i" she must have noticed my stutter "if you want, we can go me and you and you don't have to show jaden and jake, there another soundproof room down the hall" she said and i sighed and nodded, we walked out but ok my way out i waved at jaden and he smiled, i was not ready for jaden to hear this song, i've barely sung it myself, we went to another room and emma went on the other side of the glass, she ran me through everything and we talked dover the beat and she played a backup beat and i started singing

(song- that way by tate mcrae)
Run me in circles
Like you always do
Mess with me on purpose
So I'll hang onto you
I know what you mean when you act like that
You don't know it's breaking my heart
Said that it was just never gonna happen
Then almost kissed me in the dark
Every time we talk it just hurts so bad
'Cause I don't even know what we are
I don't even know where to start
But I can play the part
We say we're friends
But I'm catching you across the room
It makes no sense
'Cause we're fighting over what we do
And there's no way
That I'll end up being with you
But friends don't look at friends that way
Friends don't look at friends that way

i was singing and didn't notice that jaden had walked in with jake

Can't even tell if
I love or hate you more
You've got me addicted
And I can't tell who's keeping score (score)
I know what you mean when you act like that
But you don't know it's breaking my heart
Said that it was just never gonna happen
Then almost kissed me in the dark
Every time we talk it just hurts so bad
'Cause I don't even know what we are
I don't even know where to start
But I can play the part
We say we're friends
But I'm catching you across the room
It makes no sense
'Cause we're fighting over what we do
And there's no way
That I'll end up being with you
But friends don't look at friends that way
Friends don't look at friends that way
Friends don't look at friends that way
Friends don't look at friends that way, mmh hey
We say we're friends
But I'm catching you across the room
It makes no sense
'Cause we're fighting over what we do
And there's no way
That I'll end up being with you
But friends don't look at friends that way
Friends don't look at friends that way

a/n - jaden just brought out pray so stream pray for clean skin 🤍🤍
also thank you for 2k reads