the soft boy ~ J.H.

~ chapter 25 ~

⚠️this chapter may contain assertive content⚠️(more towards the end)

i woke up naturally and it was 9.26, how the hell did i sleep for so long? i looked around and noticed jaden wasn't here, i defiantly remember him being here when i fell asleep. anyway i got out of bed and hopped in the shower, i got ready and dressed into this

i checked my phone and notcied a few messages from the group chat

crackheadhours 🤪

char🤍
morgan when you gonna be here i miss youuuuuu

dix🥵
yes i ready to beat you up

clown🤡
morgannnnnnn

morgz💌
i'm here, i'm about to set off just gotta say bye to the boys

taytay🥺
okay be quick i'm boredddd

skater😈
don't forget your board

morgz💌
i won't

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after i messaged the group chat i threw on my beat up converse and grabbed my skateboard from the back on my closet, i walked downstairs where all the boys were sat in the kitchen eating
"where you going at 11am?" bryce asked, i almost forgot about yesterday
"i'm going to the skatepark with the twins, tay, ava, chase, ry and nick" i said as i grabbed a piece of bacon from jaden plate and kissed him on the cheek "thanks babe" i continued as i threw the bacon in my mouth "message me!" anthony and jaden shouted as i walked away "don't let bryce stay in bed all day" i shouted, as i closed the door i heard them all chucking. i got into my car and drove to the hype house, it's only took about 10 minutes. when i got there i parked my car and grabbed my board, i walked up to the door and knock and i was not ready for who answered

"oh hey morgan, what you doing here" he said with a smirk as he leant against the door frame "get out of my way" i said as i pushed past him and walked over to avani "you know you shouldn't be rude to people in there own home" he said as he flung his arm around addison "urgh, neither should your new girlfriend, but hey, if she wants to downgrade from bryce to an abuser, that's on her" i said and he went bright red with anger "don't talk to me like that" he shouted "omg shut up tony, just leave me alone" i replied matching his volume, he pushed me and i fell back into avani, slightly twisting my ankle "you bitch" i muttered as tony walked away, avani held me up straight and walked me over to sit down.
"he such a dick, he's only here because of ondreaz" avani said as we sat down "hold on, so addison has dated both of them now?" i said and we laughed

"MORGAN!!" charli shouted as he practically jumped down the stairs and on top of me, her shouting cause the rest of the group to come out and jump on me except dixie and avani because they still see me often "i've missed you too char" i replied "okay let's go" ryland said as he grabbed my board for me "let's see if i can even skate" i mumbled but tayler heard me, he flung his arm around me and asked "why can't you" i looked up at him "i got into an argument with tony and he pushed me, think i twisted my ankle" i said while rolling my eyes, this cause tayler to pick me up and throw my onto his shoulder "omg tayler noooo!" i shouted as i held on for dear life "i'll beat tony up again i swear" tayler said, only a few people knew about everything with tony, tayler bryce and anthony, people know some bits but only them three know everything.
we drove to the skate park and i tried skating, i was fine, me and dixie were play fighting when tayler and ryland came over and picked us up "noooo not again" i shouted while we all laughed.
i had missed hanging around with them so much, they've been my bestfriends since forever and now i barely speak to half of them but hopefully we can get closer again.
"oh i never told you what happened with addison" i stated once i realised, we were all sat in a circle on our boards "i've heard half of this, by that i mean addisons side" dixie states and we all laugh
"okay so i was sat with the boys except jaden cause he was sleeping, anyway bryce asked me why addison wasn't coming today and i said 'because she doesn't like me' and bryce was all 'yes she does' so i told him to call her and he did and she said she didn't like me and bryce told her that they needed to talk, anyway fast forward about 20 minutes me and bryce are play fighting and she shows up, she death stared me and they walk upstairs, about 5 minutes later we hear her shout 'are you serious all because of that slut' and slam the door, she storms down the stairs and slaps me, i push her and walk away and she jumps on top of me, i shout 'get off me you physco bitch' and she shouts in my face 'if you had just stayed in florida non of this would have happened you slut!' then stormed out of my house"
"damn" was the only response i got form ryland and nick then we all laughed about it and spend the rest fo the day messing about, we went back to hype and i stayed for a bit just meeting everyone there, alex put me in his vlog as he was asking me questions about living with the boys and i told him everything would be on my instagram very soon and thomas filmed me and tayler playfighting, tayler introduces me to kelianna who is so sweet and i also met kouvr and mia who are lovely but have hella energy, i was sat with kouvr petting her cat while talking to alex, nick and ryland. after a while i decided to drive back to sway, not that anyone knew it was called sway yet, i get some chickfila on the way back, i walk in and shout "IM HOME" i shouted loud enough but didn't get a response "I BROUGHT FOOD" i shout and i hear them run down the stairs "food?" bryce asked as he walked over to me, i passed the bag to anthony after taking mine and jaden out i gave jaden his and sat on his lap at the island in the kitchen, he wrapped his arm around my waist as support and i places mine around his neck, everyone sat down when i noticed kio wasn't there "hey, where's kio?" i asked the boys and they all shrugged, i got off jaden "where are you going?" he asked "to find kio" i responded as i walked upstairs.
when i get upstairs i stand outside kios room where i can hear him quietly crying, i knock on the door and hear him mutter 'oh shit' as he runs the water on and off quite quickly and comes over to the door, he opens the door and i look at him with a sad face, i walk in with his chickfila in my hands "i brought you chickfila, but what's wrong?" i asked, he moved to the side and sat down on his bed with his head in his hands, he's sleeves from his hoodie fell down and revealed something on his arm, i looked at them when he lift his head up "kio" i said worried, not wanting to be what i saw true. he looked at with tears filling his eyes, i knelt down in front of him "what's happened" i asked while i grabbed his hands "o-olivia cheated" he replied stuttering and wanting to cry, i just hugged him. after a few minutes i pulled away and sat back infront of him, i pulled his hand towards me and pulled his sleeves up "kio, i know your hurting but please, for me don't result to this, it's not worth it" i said as i looked at the fresh cuts on his arm as i felt a tear drop from my eyes onto his hand, he used his other hand to lift me face up "im sorry" he responded, i just pulled him into another hug. i left him upstairs after going into his bathroom and taking away the blade he had used. shortly after i went to bed, it had been a long day

a/n - please just remember, you should never feel as though hurting yourself if the only option, message me if you even need anyone to talk to i will always listen and help as much as possible
also never forget that boys deal with mental health problems aswell and should be able to talk about them
i love you all
thank you so much for 13k