𝐵𝐸𝐹𝑂𝑅𝐸 𝑈𝑆|| 𝐁𝐖𝐖𝐌Ⓒ ||✔︎

EIGHTEEN-BEFORE US

What did he just say," what?" I asked him," what about you're family?" He asked again," can we just focus about you? We have a whole ass month to do this," I said trying to get out of it," I guess so? There isn't a lot to say about my family, we don't travel, uhh....oh! The day before Christmas Eve we invite friends and family over for a dinner party. I don't know why but we just do it," he said

" sounds nice," I said and wrote it down," Za...why aren't you talking to me?" He asked," I am," I said short

" yeah only about the project! I want to talk about the date," he said and leaned forward," the date? I don't remember a date," I said

" Za'Niyah why are you being so childish?" He asked," me?childish?! No! Talk to you're self, you'd playing games like middle schooler," I said and laughed at him

He looked at me surprised," what are you talking about?" He asked and looked confused," what I'm talking about is that you're just like the other ones!" I said and picked up my stuff
" see you tomorrow," I said and stood up and walked away," Za!?" He shouted but I kept on
walking

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I don't know what's going on with Za'Niyah, one day she's hot and then other days she's cold. I shook my head and took my books," Brandy boo!" I heard someone yelled

I looked behind myself and saw daisy, I rolled my eyes and sighed," here we go," I whispered

I turned around gave her a fake smile," oh Brandon, who got you all sad?" She asked and made a that voice

"Daisy I'm not a child," I said and took a step back," I never said you were," she said and placed her hand on my chest

I tried to take her finger off my chest but she took hold of my hand," Brandon.. I think we should stop playing baby games and just get into it," she says and kissed me

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I walked back, I now being mean to him was not me. I wanted to apologize, but when I walked back I saw him and daisy kissing," WOW! Brandon, and I thought I was going to give you and apology, but not anymore," I said and folded my arms," Za! Wait I-she kissed me!" He said way to fast," it's takes to to tango Brandon," I said and walked

" Za'Niyah I swear! She-she kissed me! I would never kiss her when there's something between us!" I shouted

I scoffed," us," I said and pointed at him and myself," there's no 'US' Brandon there's you and them myself, and I wouldn't want to date you-you,cheating ass," I said disgusted," when I say this Brandon I mean it, NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN," I said and walked away

After that everything became white noise, I couldn't hear anything. I walked out the big doors, i walked to my car

I looked in the review mirror and saw tears were running," fuck!" I shouted and hit my horn, I started the car and began driving home. All I could think about was how he said that nothing was going on between him and daisy but now I see then kissing?

I didn't care that I still have three more classes left, I parked my car on the sidewalk and walked out of it

I fumbled with the keys but finally got it and opened the door, when I opened the door I saw something horrific," what the fuck?!" I said and looked at Ophelia and Zain kissing on the couch," I- Za'Niyah?" Ophelia said and stood up," I-I can't today," I said and ran up the stairs

"Zani wait!" I heard Ophelia yelled but I closed my door and locked it," get the fuck out of my house!" I shouted and walked over to my bed and laid on my back

I needed to do something

I just began to yell, not in a pillow or anything. Just full out yelling

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" Brandon...I'm going to tell you this once, ether you get with daisy shepherd or I'll take you off the football team, you and her are the perfect couple," my dad said while eating a plain sandwich, I rolled my eyes over the crazy idea of getting with her, with daisy?!

Sorry but no chance in HELL!

" dad...I don't want to marry her, I want to find my own wife," I said and sat on a bar stool," I want my future to unpredictable, I want a life out of Washington...." I said slowly not trying to make him more mad then he already is

He sighted and shook his head," I'm sick and tired of hearing this Brandon! You're going to marry that girl and you're definitely Not moving to another state!" He said and dropped his silverware on the table

" you can't decide what I do after high school, I'll go to UCLA or whatever college or university as for away from Washington!" I said and stood up from the chair and walked," don't walk out on me boy!" He shouted and stood up," I'm not doing this," I said and walked up the stairs," if you take one more steep you're out," he said

Is stopped on my tracks, I sighted," fuck you," I said and ran up the stairs and into my room

My dad yelled something but I was too busy with packing a small bag with clothes," I gotta get outta here," I said and when my hand threw my hair

I walked to my bathroom and took my toothbrush and toothpaste

I heard my mom and dad yelling at each other, it was about me

" he's just a boy! He don't know right from wrong!"

" oh he does! He's leaving this house tonight!"

My mom begged my dad but when his head is already on something it's hard to change it

After packing the bag I took a leather jacket on and a pair of vans and looked in the mirror,

" here we go,"